haven't had an update in a while. NWB busto again?

he only lost $500 on tilt one night i think, which is a small amount.

maybe hes busy grinding?

urrmmm wasn't that a while ago? most recent i heard was him losing 2k playing roulette drunk.

i dont think so... unless im blind, its late

he's made other threads. wasn't posted here.

wtf! I thought he was loyal to this thread alone. Damn. I feel.....cheated

I think we need a final update from NWB. According to PTR, he is:

-6933
-44.73bb/100

That does not include roulette and black jack

what other threads is all the degening in? links?

http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/54...ng-ga-1043919/

http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/54...iance-1037105/

I hope nwb didn't start those other threads in an effort to get flamed less. In other news thx nwb I feel much better about going aipf with aks and losing to old nit who obv.had aa. I felt like a real degen. Making that play until I read your new threads.

Reading this amazing thread (a few months too late), and couldn't help but notice your name. Are you JohnnyDrama33 on FullTilt? Or were you before 4/15 at least? If so, you're famous:

http://www.donkeymanifesto.com/plo1

Morphy

whats op's ptr again?

Hi Never Was Been,

How have you been? Please respond to the message I sent you when you get a chance.

It sounds like you're going through some really tough times right now. I feel for you.

The one silver lining, is that sometimes, some really great opportunities come your way, out of adversity. All you have to do, is hang in there long enough, to see the changes happen. God bless you.

^^^^^ Legend


Keep your chin up NWB

Awesome degen thread, awesome degen ending imo

degens gonna degen.

Especially Australian ones

This. Thread's so long, but I might have to read it

Wow, was gonna go to bed but read the whole thread lol. NWB I wanna say first off that this thread is amazing, and you clearly have a gift for writing. Thanks for writing this, it was an epic read.

Having said that, this is a sad story. qdthilnbx's posts are the best things you can take from this thread. You're refusing to admit that you need serious help because you think that if you figure out why you do what you do, you can fix your problem. You can have as many 'revalations' as you want, but your addiction alwas takes charge when it comes time to make life decisions. You need to admit to yourself that you have a disease, an actual illness, and seek treatment for it. It's the only way you're going to be happy because if you don't your life will cycle like this forever. You're still young, you have talents, you can still go places. But if you don't give up this dream, you will ruin your life.

Sorry to be a downer, I'd definitely shout you a beer if I met you, and you seem like an awesome guy. You just have a mental illness is all, and it's sad to see you losing to your addiction.

Thanks to everyone who has kept me hanging on. Some day there will be something positive to report. I just re-read the best parts of this thread, and it made me miss the days where this thread and you guys were my heart and soul. Being a labrat kept me outta trouble. Now I'm in a hotel room somewhere in Sydney with most of the contents of the room laying broken on the ground two floors below and no memory of how they got there. It feels like Leaving Las Vegas in here. Vodka and V8 for breakfast, unchilled, no fridge. Have a ticket for a gig tonight in 7 hours. But these are kind of not what I wanted to talk about, it's just what is here now.

I will reply to people's questions when I am back home, it takes forever writing on this phone.

****... Better go downstairs and retrieve the bible that is laying spreadeagled and violated in the parking lot...

Wow...the sinking ship is taking on more water.

God... Wtf am I doing?? I gotta check myself in somewhere

read that bible. maybe it was a sign, somewhat ****ed up sign but still.

it's how one handles the bad times that defines who you are, not the good times.

gl.

check into the Degen Hall of Fame imo

also lol @ reading the bible

why lol at it. im not religious, just saying its probably better than whatever he had planned. one doesnt get brainwashed by reading it you know. not that ive read it, just saying

just because most religious ppl arent the smartest, doesnt make it a dumb idea to read the bible(its just a book). /derail.

I did actually read some parts, I liked the part about not offering your wives to Benjamin haha, guess God knows me well.

I appreciate the thought mate but religion is not for me.

Which forum would be the right place to post about life changing goals? Already posted in degen stories l o l. Maybe itt, but the words "lost everything", despite perhaps being motivational, are kinda depressing.