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02-02-2011 , 05:13 AM
Good thread, the longer this goes the more I have to hope it's a clever scam.
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02-02-2011 , 06:21 AM
OP,

Huge zelda fan here, starting with the first one on NES when I was like 10 years old or something. Agree that the second opus, still on NES, is the most underrated of the serie?
Video games aren't that challenging anymore these days
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02-02-2011 , 06:26 AM
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Originally Posted by RangeyMcTriplmerge
I agree, London rocks for this very reason! Just saying that the vast majority were Aussies / Kiwis / South Africans - an interestingly condensed demographic given how diverse London truly is, no? Not sure what possible crude implications I could be making here, other than something like "lol classic aussies, always renting out their bodies to science".

My actual thinking was more in terms of whether clinical trials more common / culturally accepted in those countries. A lot of people in the UK don't know much about them, and based on a few responses in this thread thinking that OP is making this up (huh?), I assume that not many people do this in the US either.
it's pretty common for young people from australia/new zealand to go live in london, whether for a few months or a couple of years. i assume it's the same for south africans.

london is expensive, and we're talking about students & young people without much earning power. if a lot of them are showing up in these clinical trials, it's most likely 'cause they ran out of money for rent/tickets home and saw being a lab rat as an "easy" way to make good money while having their living expenses covered.
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02-02-2011 , 08:18 AM
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Originally Posted by silvernano


u're still riding the bike? what happened then?

what's ur relationship w/ the staff ?

thinking about a prop bet of lowest heartbpm?

serious now..

whats ur relationship w ur family? do they know about ur poker stuff?

why do you think you'll be able to grind it out 'normally' after you leave that place? what has changed? how?

best of luck 2u!
Yep, back on the bike. The night nurse that thought I was doing something dodgy later apologised to me and everything was cool.

I have a good repoir (is that the word?) with the staff. We treat them as they treat us. They understand how precarious these situations can become - a roomful of guys, drugged and isolated from the outside world, having to endure constant annoyance, poking, prodding, already restless, frustrated... It does not pay to instill in them a sense of rebellion.

I don't really go out of my way to tell my family about the stupid things I do. I don't leech off them or ask for handouts, so when I lost it all it was my problem and my responsibility to sort it out.

To answer your last question, that is something I'm discovering now. I've never played with ANY bankroll management, despite numerous attempts. It's hard to say why. But since starting this thread and having people I've never met ship me money, my whole outlook on it changed. When I was losing I stopped caring about the money because caring was too traumatic (denial obv). But I can't feel that way towards money that was generously given to me - that would be major f*ckin douchey of me. I don't plan on ever depositing again, period. I have a roll that was a gift from the people that have read this thread, and it might be small but I take it seriously.

Keep posting everyone!

Last edited by Never Was Been; 02-02-2011 at 08:25 AM.
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02-02-2011 , 08:19 AM
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Originally Posted by Number_7_
This thread is amazing. I would send you maneys if I had any.

Also what is your screen name on Stars and FT so I can rail? I know you said it somewhere in the thread but I couldnt find it.
No problem man, I'm mainly playing on Stars: NeverWasBeen
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02-02-2011 , 08:21 AM


I'm in your hands now BBV
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02-02-2011 , 08:43 AM
Joining in on this thread. My ex once did a 6 month bid in federal prison. Your posts are already 1000x more entertaining then hers over her entire run.

Edit: I also second the stop posting pictures sentiments.
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02-02-2011 , 09:03 AM
Do you get told you look like Andrew WK? Or maybe it is Andrew WK after his career stalled and he lost it all playing poker.

Good luck!
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02-02-2011 , 09:08 AM
Type Andy carrol into google.

Its you!
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02-02-2011 , 09:15 AM
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Originally Posted by S.K
Type Andy carrol into google.

Its you!
That, or Jesus. That could use some fresh air
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02-02-2011 , 09:20 AM
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Originally Posted by Never Was Been
Good advice man. My game definately needs a lot of improvement, and I have heaps to learn, but I know that I have potential to be a solid player. If I didn't believe this, I would have quit by now. The time I've played in here has helped my game a lot. I've been very happy with the majority of my playing, and have picked up on a few of my weaknessess, like me penchant for playing low wraps even when 3bet into and hands with danglers etc.
Please don't take this post to be melodramatic, but what is your actual goal in learning to play decent poker? You say you feel like a cripple and isolated from your former work friends, how will learning to beat an internet card game for pennies help with that?

When you get out of the facility, you'll have freedom and money. Many people have neither of these things. I think you have a very unique opportunity to grab life by the reins..
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02-02-2011 , 11:09 AM
1. Take manies and buy Deuces Cracked membership now.
2. Spend the rest of Hospital time watchin vids and reading/posting strat here and there.
3. Get manies from being experiment.
4. Don't go intabusto cus u learned valuable lessons.
5. Moar vids/strat/talk pokers w/better players.
6. Grind on the mind.
7. Robusto.
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02-02-2011 , 12:17 PM
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Originally Posted by Never Was Been


I'm in your hands now BBV
Are you sure you are feeling OK?

Nice effin pic, big effin eyes, but a nice effin pic.
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02-02-2011 , 12:18 PM
Jesus ITT
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02-02-2011 , 01:08 PM
hardcore man lol gl with your bankroll

5 Stars!
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02-02-2011 , 01:46 PM
[] Op looks like jesus

[x] Jesus looks like Op
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02-02-2011 , 01:55 PM
Very cool thread man, just finished reading it... If I were you, I'd use the 8K to travel once it's done. A cool 3 month trip to South America would cost you less than half of that... The cost of life is very low in Asia too. Seriously, you should consider doing a backpack trip somewhere... one of your "inmates" is a traveler I think... ask him about his trips !!!

I wasn't able to complete Bunker 2, Cavern and Aztek at 00 Agent can you !?
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02-02-2011 , 02:00 PM
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Originally Posted by wafflehouse1
Are you sure you are feeling OK?

Nice effin pic, big effin eyes, but a nice effin pic.
bad boys ftw, OP do the drugs make you feel any different? without going into details of the name or that for obvious reasons but is there effects of them?
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02-02-2011 , 03:36 PM
God I love BBV!
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02-02-2011 , 04:08 PM
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Originally Posted by CDoubleU
1. Take manies and buy Deuces Cracked membership now.
2. Spend the rest of Hospital time watchin vids and reading/posting strat here and there.
3. Get manies from being experiment.
4. Don't go intabusto cus u learned valuable lessons.
5. Moar vids/strat/talk pokers w/better players.
6. Grind on the mind.
7. Robusto.
I second this.

Regardless of what OP says I think it's still very clear by results that he's still playing like a degen.
Maybe it's not as bad now as it was because you've set limits.

I'm just saying, i think it's much smarter to use the money 2p2 shipped to increase your knowledge and understanding of the game as opposed to just using the money shipped as a way to pass the time while you're in there.

If you buy a DC membership, you will learn, you will pass the time, and you CAN still play with the money 2p2 shipped, but maybe just use it at the end of every day. Spend the first 60% of your time watching relevant DC videos, then spend the last 30% of your free time playing poker, and excercising the concepts you learned. Then do the opposite the next day, spend your first 30% of the day watching videos, then the next 60% playing poker and exercising what you learned!

Otherwise I feel, and you will obviously try to assure us otherwise, that once this is all over, you will say to yourself:
"Hm, sure I'm down overall on what 2p2 shipped, but now that I have 8k, I can take those limits off and in a month I will be up the same percentage of my 8k bankroll as the percentage of my $350 bankroll that I am down!"

or maybe you'll end up playing $1,000 sngs again.

I am so confident in what I am saying that I will say the following:

If OP continues doing what he has been doing and does not watch DC videos and just continues playing how he has been, or fixing what HE sees to be HIS mistakes, and continues being oblivious to other, far more important mistakes he is making, I will be willing to bet that his 8k BR goes BUSTO less than three months after he leaves this study.

If OP watches DC videos and actually studies, and memorizes key concepts and strategies, I want nothing to do with this bet.



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02-02-2011 , 07:13 PM
did they give you any infos on the drug youre taking? what agent or at least what its supposed to do etc?
orally or intrevenously? also, are you being paid by a pharmaceutical company or by the hospital directly?

anyways, nice read so far, keep it up.
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02-02-2011 , 08:55 PM
Lol, did a study in the very same place, was good money if you didn't mind having your eyes prodded.
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02-02-2011 , 09:24 PM
Just spent the last hour reading this from start to present. Great thread and i'll try keep up to date with it. gl
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02-02-2011 , 10:29 PM
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Originally Posted by Kamikam
OP,

Huge zelda fan here, starting with the first one on NES when I was like 10 years old or something. Agree that the second opus, still on NES, is the most underrated of the serie?
Video games aren't that challenging anymore these days
Never played the NES titles, but loved "A Link to the Past", and finished "Link's Awakening". Never finished "Majora's Mask" though, tough game! They don't make em like that anymore more. I don't own any consoles post - N64, but after seeing Bed 4 playing GTA IV, especially being a huge fan of Vice City, I can definately appreciate the advances that have been made, but my heart will always be deep in the 16-bit bowels of the Sega Mega Drive.

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Originally Posted by cables
london is expensive, and we're talking about students & young people without much earning power. if a lot of them are showing up in these clinical trials, it's most likely 'cause they ran out of money for rent/tickets home and saw being a lab rat as an "easy" way to make good money while having their living expenses covered.
This is true, backpackers and travellers love these studies, for them there is no easier wasy to make money while minimizing, even eradicating expenses.

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Originally Posted by BlaneH
Joining in on this thread. My ex once did a 6 month bid in federal prison. Your posts are already 1000x more entertaining then hers over her entire run.

Edit: I also second the stop posting pictures sentiments.
Awesome man glad you're enjoying it

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Originally Posted by zioxcult
Do you get told you look like Andrew WK? Or maybe it is Andrew WK after his career stalled and he lost it all playing poker.

Good luck!
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Originally Posted by S.K
Type Andy carrol into google.

Its you!
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Originally Posted by 50B.C.
Jesus ITT
Haha, wp. I get Jesus a lot obv, but the others are original!
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02-02-2011 , 10:50 PM
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Originally Posted by Resistance
Please don't take this post to be melodramatic, but what is your actual goal in learning to play decent poker? You say you feel like a cripple and isolated from your former work friends, how will learning to beat an internet card game for pennies help with that?

When you get out of the facility, you'll have freedom and money. Many people have neither of these things. I think you have a very unique opportunity to grab life by the reins..
To be honest, I want poker to be an enjoyable, profitable hobby. A hobby that I study and enjoy. I want poker to help alleviate the burden of monetary pressure. I guess that means I'm aiming to be a solid recreational player?

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Originally Posted by CDoubleU
1. Take manies and buy Deuces Cracked membership now.
2. Spend the rest of Hospital time watchin vids and reading/posting strat here and there.
3. Get manies from being experiment.
4. Don't go intabusto cus u learned valuable lessons.
5. Moar vids/strat/talk pokers w/better players.
6. Grind on the mind.
7. Robusto.
Excellent advice, step by step guidance is exactly what I need. I just signed up for a month. Thanks a lot, hope you're enjoying the thread.

And a huge thanks for ab160 for helping me out, you're a legend! Same goes, keep enjoying the thread
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