gl in the 5.50 rebuy not sure its worth it with 17 runners though

Therapeutic would mean its aiding recovery. If anything this thread seems like an avenue where you can act like a complete degen/drunk and 'cleanse' yourself by writing about it.

The best idea is to wake up and be realistic. Ban yourself from 2p2, the casino and all poker sites and go seek help before its too late.

watched your last cpl of games man but i think your definitly still degenning
first game 5.50 rebuy plo
next 1 15$ sng plo
and now 30$ hu plo
why not grind micros or something

I see you're new here...you should start from the beginning and read the entire thread. "Grind", "micro", "bank roll management"...these terms are not in OP's vocabulary and they 99.9% most likely never will be.

read it all just thought he would turn over a new leaf sooner or later

FYP

op dont get discouraged about posting here, im sure im not the only one who appreciates your updates.

They are in his vocabulary, and he understands the concepts, but he is incapable of applying them (mainly because deep down he is unwilling to apply them).

I agree that his updates are appreciated and enjoyable to read. And I have no problem with either of his degen or alcoholic tendencies or his lack of self control to heed the advice of others on this forum in order to overcome them, but his irresponsible attitude towards driving under the influence of alcohol is definately putting some of us on tilt. I liked him a lot more when he was confined to a hospital bed, albeit self imposed, and before he purchased a car.

The thread is dying, the fans are getting discouraged, this thread in OPs eyes is probably the only thing of value in his life so when everyone eventually does get sick of this lowlife that is when suicide watch must be engaged. OP enjoy your numbered days.

EDIT: If I ever visit Australia, we have to meet up just so I can finally spit on you.

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
shut up douche bag

Liquor Store -> Menu -> Responsibilty -> Exclude my body from alcohol - [x] lifetime

I think in all honesty this is no longer the place for me to write about what I'm going through. It's been a crazy journey, and I have appreciated all posts and PM's I've received over the past 9 months, but BBV is tainted by subhuman douchebags who would never have the balls to talk openly about the things I have, or put themselves in a position where they could be vulnerable and admit weakness. I mean it's kinda cool to have haters because it's an indication you're doing something right, but it gets old. I would gladly give any one of you the opportunity to say **** to my face, I'm in Adelaide, South Australia, and I'm easy to find.

So adios BBV. May Gamblor distribute the rungood and runbad accordingly and give Karma to all that deserve it. Peace.

OP,

In all sincerity I don't think you should stop posting. A lot of us who have been reading this thread from the beginning have been really rooting for you. People have grown to like you and want to keep tabs on you in the hopes that you straighten up and find success in the game that consumes so much of us.

The truly frustrating thing is the addiction to alcohol. You really have a chance to get your sh$t together, yet you keep throwing it away with the booze. You are a really good and entertaining writer and seem like a really cool guy, again minus the alcohol. Remember how good it felt when you were days and days sober? The readers who are invested in this story really just want you to drop the booze because you have a problem, yet won't listen.

I really hope that you don't give up on this thread, because like I said. You are a great writer and 99.9% of us are really rooting for you.

It's been a crazy ride. Do what's best for you, man. Hope everything works out for you

FYP

there's a reason that this thread is 5stars OP, please don't leave us!
we're the only ones who are trying to tell you to practice BRM which is what you need to do with that new score!

anyway if you do leave, it's been a great thread, I hope you stop the drinking/degening

I hope you break your drinking addiction but not your BBV posting addiction, because it's a great read. If you do stop, thanks for the stories and good luck.

cash out %75 of your roll now op...

gl in the future buddy
im in australia also pm me if you ever wanna talk

Translation: OP I think you are cute and will pay for sex with you.



Screw the haters. Use the ignore user function.

F the haterz. Keep on keepin' it real NWB.

NWB,

I have read every page of this thread, you have problems just like we all do.... The haters should motivate you all the more, you writing has been exciting and fun to read...

I ask you to keep the thread alive. Esp. if you go back to being a human pushpin....

And remember, haters gonna hate.

i have a feeling op lost his online money...

After reading the daily breakdown post I have decided to unsubscribe. This broken record is getting overplayed. While it was quite entertaining for a long time, this thread now officially blows. OP's failure to use any of the good ideas, and opportunities presented to him is just mind boggling. The offers at one point for staking/ coaching. The months of sobriety thrown away...etc, etc... Anyway, whatever. I'm out. Good luck NWB, I hope you get back to meetings, get a sponsor, and put down the gambling until you are mentally capable of handling it, like in, say, a year or so, maybe two (of sobriety).