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Originally Posted by cftw
i just want to make clear to those reading this that there's a huge difference between 2+2 indoctrination/perception and the reality out there in the field. like all message boards, some things just end up getting repeated as truth. poker, however, is a very dynamic game and can't be treated in absolutes like that.
also, i'm not some donk who hit a 3 month heater, so there's no need to treat me as such. i was winning at 20+ bb/100 at MSNL before the heater.
I totally agree that there's a difference in what people really do and what people are perceived to have accomplished. There really aren't that many people making 500k+/year playing poker. The longer I play the more I realize this number is smaller than I ever thought.
But I do want to put something out there for all members of this forum... I think I'm exceptionally well qualified to make this statement since I've been on both sides of the coin. I've been the newcomer that made a few too many brag posts, maybe thought they were better than they were, maybe didn't fully grasp what it means to run good etc etc... and now after 2 years, several soul crushing downswings, 100k hands of breakeven, but still an overall exceptional winrate at MSNL I think I can comfortably call myself a veteran.
It was refreshing to me when people like Jsnipes and Paster politely shared their view of me when I made my meteoric rise (several months after the fact of course). He basically called me out for being the aforementioned braggart who may not have known how well I had it. In my defense I don't think I was completely out of line, I just could have toned it down a bit... I hope those who were there before me would agree to that but anyway... It's always nice to have your ego checked and I think I was in need of it. To be honest I won in almost every situation I was "supposed" to and made like $100k in less than the first 3 months of 2008 at the middle tiers of MSNL. It didn't feel like I was running hot because I wasn't sucking out etc. It's pretty moronic in retrospect... but I was running at sustained 2 digit PTBBs. To give some perspective, even after all my downswings and what not, my aggregate winrate across all stakes (mostly 2/4 - 5/10 but 12k of 10/20 and like 3k of 25/50) is 7-8 PTBB. I'm on my laptop right now so I'm not entirely sure. So it's not like I was running hotter than anyone had run before, but $1/hand at 2/4 and 3/6 is fairly hard to sustain unless you are playing a ton of 3/6.
Now I see the cycle again with a new generation of HU player. They may be starting to do well at MSNL, making decent money, getting offers from training sites etc... that's all well and good, but in a population of these players you also see more ******* responses to posts and more or less just an air of overconfidence that rubs people the wrong way. I think it's important that you take a look at yourself and ask yourself if you are one of these people. The important thing to realize is that there are a lot of veterans reading your post, who have made more money than you, who are better than you, yet don't treat you disrespectfully when you have a question or authoritatively post bad advice on a hand... so don't do it to the lowstakes people who post questions here. Or if you can't help yourself, don't respond to threads.
This post certainly wasn't designed to single out cftw. Hell... it's not even referring to him since he basically acknowledges everything that I think a veteran needs to acknowledge before they can move out of the adolescent stage of a successful MSNL player. This little mini-dramabomb just seemed like a nice segue to say something I feel needs to be said.
EDIT: And for the record, I totally agree about Blueflare being horrendous. I almost feel bad saying it because in all my playing vs him he actually seems like a decent guy. But he's a prime example of someone not being able to check his ego before the good players finally caught up with expectation. I could post some hands from the last few months with dude that would make you vomit.
Last edited by MasterLJ; 05-06-2009 at 01:13 PM.