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Originally Posted by SSKS
so were u high on the WCOOP final table run?
JFC read the thread, or listen to my podcast. I don't leave the house if I'm smoking base, much less play poker.
Do you ever get drunk and act stupid for a night? It's kinda like that.
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Originally Posted by KillTheCheaters
i find tremendous delusion, denial, and lack responsibility in this line of thinking. i think you're setting yourself up to hit that rock bottom that you talk about wanting to avoid. you've clearly already given yourself permission to continue to smoke crack in the future, and now you're going around trying to justify it to everyone. I thought the article was reasonable, and well written. I think your further commentary and reaction to other people's comments prove that you have a much more serious problem than you seem to be consciously aware of. it seems you're trying to convince yourself (and have others agree with you) that crack is not a problem and that if people only saw the treatment of crackheads as the problem then everything would be OK. I see this leading to you retreating to crack with the feeling of, "**** those close-minded *******s who stigmatize crack use. crack is OK and i don't need any of them." This is the thinking of a crackhead. Everything I've read from you outside of the article screams of a drug addict in denial.
Your perspective wasn't uncommon among the 1000+ people who commented on Slate, but you're wrong that I've "clearly given myself permission to continue smoking" when I've already stated this is more a part of goal of harm reduction and decreasing usage.
I simply don't make abstinence a goal, because I don't think it's realistic. I've spent plenty of time feeling ashamed of my dirty little habit, so why should I create a construct where using once equates to failure?
I think because I didn't pay more lip-service to my shame and to the idea that abstinence is the obviously more desirable outcome, I am seen as endorsing crack use as part of your experimental diet. I wasn't. Why if I say I won't make a pledge to abstinence is it seen as giving myself license to smoke more? I'm arguing that there's a truth somewhere in between the extremes.