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Originally Posted by WorldsBiggestNit
I really don't see how you can classify stigmatizing regular crack use as an "old, useless way of thinking."
Even if we take what you say as true (crack can be used in moderation), what use does this provide? Do we really want people thinking they can start semi-regularly taking crack and it's no big deal?
I'm not sure which way I stand on this and I am willing to consider an alternative opinion, but I'm curious as to what your response is. What benefit does it provide to change popular opinion on crack usage?
I don't think I ever said, "crack can be used in moderation." I also didn't write the piece to normalize the drug or make my behavior acceptable.
But I do think it's counterproductive to think about crack as some kind of mythical, addictive, overly powerful drug. I think creating a more finely-tuned basis for critical thinking is important so people don't illogically condemn users of one drug vs. another.
If someone was trying to tell you that poker is the same as blackjack, you'd try to clarify the difference.
And to whoever asked--no, I had never tried smoking coke before the psychotic breakdown...What found me in the hospital on and off for 6 months was experimenting with psychedelics, which don't have a reputation as "hard drugs" but imo have equal or greater potential to cause mental devastation.
And to clear up a misconception that seems to be the result of documenting a longstanding but basically sporadic habit into one article--I never smoked crack while playing poker, never smoked crack in Vegas. For most of my time in the game from 2005-2012, I would guess I indulged an average of 4x a year. Last year, as I describe in the article, I did it more.
Maybe I did too much last year (although, again, I never smoked in or near any poker environs--it's more useful to look at it like someone who got too drunk too many times last year). And maybe that's why I chose to share--to get in front of a potentially harmful relationship with the drug before it gets the best of me. I just choose to not be unapologetic for my behavior, because I don't think it's fundamentally much different than seeking out a high drinking, gambling or ****ing.
If I had taken a more classic approach and presented a "cry for help" this would be all be interpreted much differently. But I am unapologetic, because I consider drug use of all kinds to be a normal function of human consciousness. The distinctions we make between drugs tend to be ambiguous, sometimes arbitrary, or, worse, often based on fictitious stigmas and prejudices that have come to represent the truth.
Last edited by shaniac; 03-01-2014 at 02:11 PM.