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Originally Posted by billygstar
this perception off thai's u have ebff seem pretty misguided to me and your just coming of totally insecure in ur posts goin on about how gr8 the sex is wth this girl yet not as great as ur home gf that u luv so much.
I booked my gf's ticket already. Actually today, while this Thai girl was laying on the bed in my room. You're right though, I'm feeling insecure/guilty about abusing my privileges a bit. It's not really cheating though if you have permission and you're being open about it. Now dating one of those educated classy girls who don't need any money, that would be a serious offense.
You know what I said to my gf before I left. She said "go ahead, fall in love with a Thai girl" jokingly. I said seriously, "if I go over there and fall in love with some low class village girl turned hooker, I obviously never loved you in the first place, so best we find out now before we spend another 15 years together and it's too late for you to find a new husband." I'm not the only guy out there with a gf that has this understanding. It's just sex. Ya I "like" this Thai girl, like 13 year old high school kids "love" each other. True love is impossible between me and this girl.
What I've achieved though now is a whole new appreciation and real lust for my real gf. I've experienced this before when we had threesomes. There is a reason over 90% of marriages fail even though many of them had real potential. Many guys stop appreciating what they have because they have no means to compare and experiment. They begin building up this desire and expectation that becomes better than their wife, but only in their head because they never actually tried. He ends up having some cheap meaningless affair and it ruins the marriage. Me on the other hand, I just came right out with it. I've been faithful to the same girl for 15 years almost now and I want to experience some exotic young Asian ass. Now that I have, I've got it out of my system and just love and miss my real gf all the more. I know not many people have been in a relationship with a girl for 15 years, it's not standard these days, so I wouldn't expect tons of people to have a full understanding of what we're doing.
When my gf gets here, I'll go for the odd soapy and she'll come with me because she's bi and we'll go out and ship girls from the clubs together for threesomes. But my days of long time alone with a Thai hooker are numbered........that's why I'm going out with a bang (pun intended).