Obviously, I have no self discipline, I thought I'd check in and realized theres some stuff I should reply to. (apologies for the TL;DR)
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YF, have you ever sweated someone? or have someone sweat you? Its usually free and quick to set up. I seem to remember offering to give you a sweat a few years ago and you didn't take it up. Sweats is one of the best way to imrpove your game.
I don't think I've ever been sweat or have sweat anyone else, I've never really liked the idea of it because it's in the moment and not really representative of an average session or my skill level. I think most people are going to end up trying to playing their absolute best A game in order to not look bad rather than trying to learn as much as possible (obv not for everyone, but I think I would).
Also, I'll be 100% honest, I don't like the idea of coming across as bad to someone, or realizing that I am in fact terrible and having an unbelievable amount of mistakes to fix (it's just a huge knock to confidence if it happened and I think confidence is one of the most underrated skills in poker).
I'd be happy to do vid reviews, I think those are more representative of actual skill level.
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Originally Posted by Hap_Hazard
Im not sure why you keep doing this YF.
You posted a graph a day or so ago showing one of your best months and now your saying you cannot hit a barn door from 2 yards.
Having one of your best months and not hitting cards at the same time shows some kind of flaw in your logic.
Sort this mindset out man .. otherwise your just going to go round in circles.
Yeah idk either, I've been going round in circles for a long time, slowly getting to now where I'm making the most money I have done even if it is still a very low amount.
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Originally Posted by NJD77
Self excluded myself from stars for the first time ever. Sorry to say the game has caught up with me and I can't carry on. I'm feeling exactly like you YF and I'm fairly sure I'm now a slight loser at 50nl zoom. I'd rather be a quitter than a loser.
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Originally Posted by NJD77
I'm barely above breakeven before rakeback for around 200k hands now, I think that's enough to know I'm not a winner anymore. I am literally clueless about what strategy to use any more. My value bets never get more than 1 or 2 streets of value, and yet my bluffs always get insta snapped off - I'm aware these two things shouldn't happen together. It's my firm belief that the game at 50zoom has changed massively in the last 6 months, it is very bizarre indeed with some very unusual lines being taken that I just can't adjust to. There are now very few true fish/whales and hordes of breakeven grinders (like me) who don't make any massive mistakes. I not saying they aren't beatable but for me they're not anymore and I don't have the emotional energy left to continue trying to play whilst balancing an extremely stressful job and family/2 kids.
I've made around $13k at 50nl this year and I might try to wrap up those profits, limp over the line to supernova to collect the milestone bonus and call it a day,........but maybe I won't.
I haven't felt as emotionally drained as this in years. It will break my heart to give up the game I have loved for so many years but Id rather that than become a loser and be constantly emotionally drained as a result.
This is terrible news, and pretty worrying to any grinder to see someone of your skill level and WR end up in your situation with poker, but I'm familiar with the feeling of nothing working and having no idea where youre going wrong, it's horrible.
That said, you're in a skype group with the guys who crush 50nl zoom right? I'm sure you can figure things out and get back to crushing, 200k hands is after all, not a lot in the grand scheme of things.
Anyway, I hope the break treats you well and you make a good return to poker, good luck.
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Originally Posted by All Hail Circe
I was often trying to double check to make sure I was not mixing up two different posters myself when it comes to YF's post. I was like " Awesome, he is kicking some ass this month " to " Wait? Was that YF? Based on these other comments, it must not have been. "
Then I would see some more "Solid month posts" and I was way fn confused ( more so than normal :P )
Ha I know, I can go from walking on sunshine to FML very quickly.
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On another note, is anyone going to the Pokerstars London VIP event? I promise I am nothing like I am online in person, (I'm actually quite a nice guy).
I'm pretty sure I'll be going.