i have a TR for you guys to LOL at me for.
so im visiting the gf. get down there late monday, we dont really do anything. her dad leaves for work early (mom out of town) so she comes into the guest room and we fool around twice and sleep etc. we wake up around noon, make lunch and we go hiking. **** this mountain man. its just under 4 miles round trip, and going up this thing was pure hell. we only had one bottle of water between the 2 of us (oops). we made it to the top eventually though. this has no relevance to anything really haha.
we chill that night. this whole time she is giving me the "im really glad youre here", "im really glad youre my bf" etc lines that i felt like were baiting me to say ILY (we still hadnt said it). wednesday morning before i leave we are just laying around in bed, her dad had stayed home from work (sick beat). we are looking at each other, standard gay stuff, she says another "im glad youre my bf line" and i just say **** it, and i say it.
she gets this look on her face that i cant really describe, kind of like a suprised excited? like when you get a gift you dont expect and you go "Oh!". idk. anyway, that was for like half a second, then she mumbles something i didnt really understand (that wasnt ILY too) and buries her head on my shoulder. im like ****kkk she didnt say it back wtf im an idiot. i pull her head up and she is crying. i ask what the problem is, she says "im sorry, im not ready to say it yet" i say its ok, she explains that she really really likes me, but that she hasnt said that for awhile (FFFFUUUU ex bf for being such a dickhole and damaging this girl) and that it means a lot to her and that she cant say it until she is 110% sure.
i say its ok, that i dont need her to say it to know how i feel and that i appreciate her not just saying it bc obv it means a lot to me too, etc. we just lay together, things are normal, i have to leave like 20 minutes later (lolol timing).
at this point im hoping it doesnt make it weird or awkward and that it doesnt change anything. i dont think it will, im not letting it bother me and it doesnt seem like it bothers her.
we've been officially together for 5 months ish.
****.
edit:
cliffs:
- have a good time with gf
- she seems to be baiting me to say ILY
- i say it
- she doesnt
- ****
Last edited by yeotaJMU; 06-24-2010 at 01:53 PM.
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