I met a girl over a game on the internet. At the time I lived in Boston and she lived in a suburb of Los Angeles. She would get naked on a webcam for me. At this time in my life I had just quit my job and dropped out of college; not much was happening for me in the way of real life. So I became more and more involved with this girl, talking pretty much all day on the phone and playing this game online, then at night phone sex and web cam. She was a seriously hot petite Asian girl.
She suggests that I fly to California to see her. I tell her I have no money. But eventually she convinces me and I agree. So I buy a plane ticket and make arrangements. The day before I am supposed to fly out, she tells me she met another guy from the same ****ing internet game, who she just spent the day with and she really likes him. I am obviously upset and I tell her that I can't get my money back from the ticket. Does she still want me to come? Do I still want to come? This horrible confused chaotic thing, her giving me mixed messages as to how she still feels about me and how serious this other guy is. After a chaotic discussion I decide to still come since I couldn't ****ing get my money back for the ticket.
Fast forward through planes and trains, I finally get to her house and she is incredibly cold to me. Doesn't seem to care at all about the trouble I went to to get to her. Doesn't seem like the same girl I was having hot sexy internet and telephone lovin' with. Now we're stuck there together at her parents' house (them being on vacation, I was 19 she 18 btw) for 2 weeks and **** is AWKWARD. All she seems to want to do is play monopoly. She tries to make it out like there's something wrong with me for assuming, based on the romantic context of our relationship over the internet, that such things would continue. To this day it boggles my mind how totally indifferent and apathetic she was about how much trouble and expense I had gone to to get to California, the fact it was originally her idea, and the fact that she had led me on only to suddenly bring in this other guy. We were both young and stupid so whatever, believe me I consider myself to be at fault
for being so stupid.
So after awkward few days of playing monopoly and computer games, we decide to borrow her parents' car and I take her out to dinner, we have a pretty good time although she's very bossy, telling me how i should be eating my dinner. When we get back we're pretty close on the couch and relaxing for the first time. When I go to kiss her she pulls back. I say what's wrong? She says I can't kiss you. I say why? She says because of Larry. That's the name of this guy she supposedly just met.
Some days later, getting close to the day I fly back to Massachusetts, both really not enjoying ourselves, awkward tension in the air, 50th ****ing game of monopoly, I manage to make out with her a little on her bed. What followed was by far the most awkward, unpleasant sexual experience I've ever had. Making out she was so COLD, to this day I've not ever kissed a girl who had less response, less heat, less energy while kissing.
And yet we continued. We never had full vaginal sex, thank god. I'll give two gross and awful details from this experience. At one point I was lying down and she was giving me head. She sucked at it, and I'm sure the total lack of chemistry between us didn't help, and I was having trouble coming (even though like I said this girl is, physically at least, very hot, a 9 easily, especially if you like little Asian chicks) so I start jerking myself off with the head of my penis still in her mouth. When I come, she spits up everything all over my stomach and runs into the bathroom and closes the door.
At another point I'm trying desperately with everything in my 19 year old toolkit to get this girl aroused even one or two degrees above ice cold. When I go to lick her pussy she tells me not to, but she indicates that she likes being fingered. As you can imagine there's a lot of mixed and chaotic emotions going on with me, I really liked this girl before the ****ing Larry thing, and I still kinda liked her, and I was definitely physically attracted to her. I was conflicted: I was really pissed and confused and hurt by the fact that she got me to come all that way at such cost then gave me a cold shoulder, but I was also thinking maybe I could still make something good of this, maybe I could really impress her and make her fall in love with me and forget about this other guy. I was only 19 and she was gorgeous. So I was trying really, really hard to make her enjoy herself, totally focused and committed, putting all my effort into fingering her as she
kept telling me to go faster, harder. As this was the only positive or warm signal she had sent me at all, I eagerly obeyed, moving my fingers in and out as rapidly as possible.
She was adamant about no pussy eating and no sex, so what other choice did I have? I finger her like a ****ing power drill. I mean I'm going at it HARD. And she is responding, making small good moans, and her pussy is getting wet. Really wet. I'm starting to feel a tiny bit of happiness and confidence for the first time since coming there, start to think ok good maybe this is going to work out, I'll make her come this way, things will progress, I've still got a few days. That's when I notice an odd smell, and in the dim light I pull out my fingers and look at them. My fingers, her thighs, and the bed are all totally soaked in blood. She runs off to the bathroom and closes the door. I'm just horrified. I think she's on her period but she tells me through the bathroom door she's not, and she's in a lot of pain that she wasn't in before. Turns out my fingernails were not well manicured, and somewhere in there they scraped against the vaginal wall.
You can imagine how the rest of the visit went. I met another girl some time later off the internet and it actually went about as badly. After that I decided no more meeting girls on the internet.
There's a lot of other stuff I was thinking of writing that would fit the bill, but this is long enough already. I did once come all over my own face while titty ****ing a girl.