I don't think asexual really fits if you regularly fap to sexual fantasies but I can see how that might be an easier way to describe it if you don't really want a relationship.

Do you have any female friends who have helped you with your cross dressing?

You mean why exactly I developed this fetish or why stuff like that turns me on?
I only know that I have always been obsessed (in a way) with cars and with cars struggling.
Then, add a beautiful woman and you got me. I don't know exactly what it is. The helpless situation. The embarrasment. The unknown outcome and the desperate attempts to get out of the situation.
When I think about all this in a rational way, it's just stupid and it doesn't make any sense.
But I can't help it. It turns me on like ****. If people with regular sexual desires are turned on like that by watching porn, seeing naked women or having sex, wow then I would really like to try that out.


Women are swallowing all the time. I thought I try how it tastes. It's not that bad and I'm not so easily disgusted by any body liquids anyway.


People are compassionate and empathetic. For me, its a turn on when women have car trouble. So, when a woman sees another one being in such a situation she might feel with her, she might think how embarrassing it would be if she was right there etc.
It's in her mind, she has to deal with it mentally. And when I imagine an attractive lady to have car trouble even in her mind, then you got me.


I would instantly take this option. Can I choose for how long after the switch?
I'd probably do it for at least half a year, it strongly depends on how my sexual desires would be as a woman. Do I still have this fetish, can I masturbate and enjoy it etc.
I could imagine being a woman all the time.


I must say that I'm glad I'm not into children. I feel very sorry for people who have sexual desires they can't fulfill/only fulfill with violating other people's human rights. I don't think anyone actually chooses to 'be into' kids.
I'm also very sorry for every abused child, so don't get this answer wrong.


Yes, I thought so. They didn't approach me though and only saw a tall girl (6'2 without heels) with very long legs. That probably got them.
If someone talks to me, I'm pretty sure they would notice that I'm a guy.

I'm glad that at least someone doesn't think this fetish is too weird


Around $70 for 20-30 minutes. They knew about the cams though. The blog is like a fantasy scenario for guys like me.

Thanks for explaining this to us.

Thanks for making this interesting thread, OP.

Have you ever helped out a random woman with car trouble? If so, details...

Whose gimmick acct are you?

Would you say you had a normal childhood growing up?

you sure you're not asexual because of fear?

Fear of rejection. Fear of being judged. Fear of how people would react.

There's no rejection with fapping.

Live free bro.

Based on his pics as a female in the other thread I think I need a cross dresser to help me out as a female!

If you ever want to hang with girls, like you mentioned, and are in the bay area we should hit the town.

sounds like you're into girls tbh. maybe there's some inhibitions for whatever reason.

BUT WHAT DO I KNOW?

KEEP DOING YOU, BOO

do you laugh at normal sexuals ?

also thanks for doing this . subscribed . popcorn.gif

No answers for an hour, were you sidetracked by this image?

Last summer was the first time I was really close with a girl, physically. She tried to blow me, wank me....I just don't get a hard on. My mind is not trained to do this. My mind wants to hear the sound of spinning tyres on a slushy mixture of ice and snow.
I love kissing and cuddling, though. To be so close to someone else feels great and I miss that alot. I just feel like I can't be with someone for a longer time unless this person is some sort of a soulmate. Nihilistic, pessimistic, negative.


They are great! They love me and would do anything for me. I'm very thankful for my family in general.

I don't remember any traumatic events or any abuse.
Well, theres a thing. My parents are religious and I had to attend service/praying and everthing that comes along for over 10 years of my life. I don't call it abuse and I don't blame my parents, but thats the only thing that I didn't like, especially in my teens.


Thanks, le Diablo
I think this was covered before and is also covered in the blog, so I'll keep it short.
Even as a little kid, I would use every opportunity to watch trucks/tractors/any sort of cars struggle to get out of the mud, snow etc.
Just a weird fascination you can't explain.
The thing with cars and women developed slowly in my early teens. I would witness some sort of damsel in distress just to be totally attached to the scenery. Everything else happened in my mind, and I got totally addicted.


I'm sorry, I don't know if I understand this correctly. Tuba? Is this like a bathtub?
I would do it for money, but not just like that. I would poop in the shower, if the whole was big enough. I piss in the shower regularly. I don't get it when people are disgusted by people who piss into the sea, or even lakes.
Oh wait, maybe I get it, but I'm not like that.


My childhood was good. Like I said, I have great parents. We grew up in a small town, lots of space, lots of things to do for kids.
Going to school was not so school. I had good grades but I was afraid of things. I always had irrational fears of getting some bad disease or someone of my loved ones being hurt.
I fell in love with much older girls and would not go to school, acting like I'm sick.

In my teens, it was the first time that I was wearing my hair long. I was 14 and some people thought I was a girl. Some stranger referred to me with 'her' and some kids asked me if I'm a boy or a girl. I hated it.
I'm glad that I learned to somehow accept and appreciate my androgynous appearance.
I had cool friends and did all the things kids in their teens would do.
Girls have always been into me and I liked that fact but I never knew what to do.
Every year I told myself...'This summer, you're gonna get laid'. It never happened.
It was still cool. I had good times with my mates, with my family.

Wow, my everyday life is pretty boring.
Get up around 10am, get out to grab something to eat. Walk/drive(by bike/tram) around the city just to get out and actually use my legs.
When I come home, I usually browse the web, then have a nap in the afternoon and in the evening I'm grinding the tables.
I'm playing for a living but I should do something else. It's not always fun to be a micro stakes grinder.
I go to bed around 2am usually. And I masturbate 2-4 times a day.

God, this must be boring as hell to read. Well at the weekend or sometimes at weekdays, I meet friends, we watch movies, have a drink, go out. Concerts. I listen to music alot. Also play the guitar.


But can you call my fantasies sexual? I have no idea, the only sexual thing about them is the sex of the protagonists.
I would actually love to be in a relationship. But I think it's really hard to have one that I would consider as a fulfilling relationship. When I observe couples, I'm often disgusted by what seems to be their life and how they live it.

I have not told any female friends of mine about this. I met a girl on the web once, though. She invited me to come to her city and we went shopping. That was cool but we lost touch.

Would you say you have few friends, some friends, or many friends?

Are you a part of any scene?

Sorry if I'm too slow, this is a lot more challenging than I thought. I have to look up words and stuff, but I will try to answer all of your questions.

Someone mentioned something about paying for models, does that mean that pedalpumpinggirls.com is your site?

And pictures of women with their foot on the gas is part of the fap material?

Sorry if this is redundant, just want to clarify.

They seem sexual to me.

Obviously the more out there your sexual desires are the harder it is to find a compatible partner but I certainly think it's possible. And a relationship for you might not look like a typical couple. Whatever works for you (and her) is what works for you even if that's not what others would think of in a long term relationship.

Of course you'd need to decide what it is you want first.

Best of luck with that. Honestly I think that I'd encourage you to tell a female friend or two that you think would accept you, it might help a lot.

Nice imagery.

I don't have much to add. You sound like a nice guy with some different sexual issues who probably needs to get out more. You also dress up well. Do Germans tend to be accepting of this sort of thing or are you living in backwards rural Germany where they would run you out of town throwing fire-bombs at you if they found out?

What do you masturbate to...?

How many people know about your fetish?

I think explaining that at this point ruins it. His answer was great.

Ketz: After that explanation, this fetish sounds a lot less weird to me. The idea of being turned on by a hot chick in distress that perhaps you can be her hero and save sounds pretty reasonable and is a great explanation of your attraction.

Sub: I think it's pretty understandable to get sidetracked by that picture!

yeah that chick and pose and everything is pretty hot. I don't know if I'm gonna go download Car Trouble 38, but I get it.

yeah no kidding.

I just realized I like hot girls in old cars cranking as well.

Car cranking is starting to sound like a great idea for a new sub forum. Who wants to bring it to atf?