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Originally Posted by Didace
I can say with confidence that no one knows how old I was when I lost my virginity (at some point it probably came up with my wife but I doubt she remembers). I will grant that since I'm married people probably assume I've had sex with a woman at least once. But I got married at 36 so before that no one would have had any reason to think one way or another. How did people manage to pick you out to discriminate against? Did you wear a sign?
I struggled to have sex with a girl at 21 who was on her way to becoming my girlfriend.
She told her friends and they obviously spread it round and mocked me rather cruelly. One girl asked me whilst drunk at a party "Rasta, why are you such a pussy?" whilst giggling away. If she were a bloke I'd of course smack her straight in the mouth, but she's a girl so I just had to take the abuse.
Fortunately it was all mainly among themselves and their friends rather than my own social circle where I think they all assumed I'd successfully got laid at like 18-19 or so.
(Indeed, I did go back home with a couple of girls whilst at uni (although because of ED I wasn't able to have sex), so I'd just come home the next day and let them assume.)
I mean when I first started posting here all I talked about was the fact that I had ED and had never successfully had sex. People instantly made fun of me as lets face it, you'd know they would.
You can say "Oh come on that's super standard its an internet forum
" and sure, you're not wrong, but can you honestly tell me that it isn't cruel to essentially mock someone for something that isn't their fault and then tell them to just sit there and take it?
Fat people don't have to put up with that. Dwarfs don't. Black people and suchlike certainly don't and even small and skinny people don't have to put up with people overtly mocking their misfortune or society just generally thinking of them as fundamentally less of a man and less worthy of respect.
Well, its over now, I'm very competent at having sex with my girlfriend and fortunately everyone I know who matters thinks that I lost my virginity age 19. But I'm telling you, its a ****ing horrible prejudice and I completely understand why the white/nerdy/virgin stereotype feels hard done by.
Look, its not a competition to see who's the worst off or to measure them up against blacks/women/aliens or whatever, but lets just at least admit that a prejudice exists and that it is an injustice. I'm happy to move on from this debate.