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Isn't it kind of semantics at this point? (I don't really care either way. People play how they want.)

Gotta balance my 'posting runbad hands' range...













Misplayed but does that **** matter



Obligatory bad beat hand



Tell you what, for sanity more than anything else, by **** did I need that today.

$1600 to recover in the last 13 days of the month. Legggoooooo.

wow wow wow

sick grind gazzy and glgl, how many hands have you played this month and how much more do you intend to play?

swongs . sick ethicsss

Now that's a day! Good job Gazzy! Continue the rostucko!

Casual 20bi day is casual. Maaaa maaaaaan

how you holding on? 12 more days to go )

Thanks buddy. 20 days into the challenge and I've played 146k hands, got 10 days left so I'll probably hit 210k hands this month.

Thanks a lot for all the kind words, really struggling again the last few days being on the wrong side of variance. Keeping my cool as best I can though. Did throw a wee hissy fit right at the end and smack the mouse off the desk today tho, gotta release sometimes.

Everyone I talk to keeps saying "how you doing? 12 days left!" "11 days to go, you must be so tired" "10 days left, keep going!", but hand on heart I am not tired of the grind at all; I'd do another 30 day challenge on top of this one with ease if I could just run normally.

My favourite whale was playing today. Love this guy.



...but then again he is a jammy ****er sometimes.



We'll finish with this glorious runout



10 days to go. I'm -$3,000 for the month, would legit suck a dick to get back to even.

You should look at the bright side, if you were + a bunch you would lose the motivation to grind

Dont worry, still plenty of time to turn it around, just a few good sessions and thats it.

Also it`s actually 10 and a half day left, you `ll have to grind on 2nd also to make sure you dont get screwed by PP.

I`ve done same amount hands as you and feels like the longest month ever. I just want it to end to grab my $ and go on a week drink binge

Yeah that's true. Also for the first time tonight I felt like I just wanted to get this challenge finished, but I think that's again just down to the level of being scunnered and not fatigue.

Shambles of a weekend, lost 8-0 with the football team I manage, lost 5-4 with the semi-professional youth team I coach, and got absolutely smashed at the tables.

I am world class at Fifa, it's been my one release this month, and I canny win a game at it either.

I'm doooooooooooooomed.

Edit - give us some more sad songs. I listened to some of the stuff posted last time, and I wasn't a fan. I thought that Antlers album was gash (no offence). This is the sorta thing I'm after...



This is a great song...

GL!

Here's one from one of my favourite bands. So many bands these days cite them as an influence (including Gaslight anthem)

I'm just here for the Bright Eyes.

Quite liked the Ohia song, didn't like the Micah P Hinson song. Quite liked the Bright Eyes one, and absolutely loved the The Replacements one. My brother went to see them at a music festival in Boston, he's a big fan. Good work! Any more efforts are more than welcome.

This is gonna be yet another "look at me I run so bad" post. I actually came close to quitting again today, but just gotta keep going. Again, it's not a physical/mental tiredness, it's just upsetting how much I've dropped so far. I'll post the full graph at the end, but at one point today I hit my biggest losing day whilst playing B game at worst, and still had 4k hands to go. Some hands (these are all from today...).

Would also like to say just now that I don't feel tilted/mad/frustrated when these occur any more, it's just like a deep sadness. Kind of like when I discovered Dominos got rid of the Dominator base... anyway...

Let's start with a good one. Didn't even think about this, just smashed the call button.



There's a dude I play against a lot, Sir_Fisher. Mad props to the guy, he gives a lot of action, and calls me down super light. This is a fistpump jam tbh, like he's calling down super super wide OTR and I think I lose to QJ/QT/JTdd otr.





Ishter said "fold". Bena said "lol shut up ishter." What say you?



Tough spot, this is probably one of the only villains I'd call down against. Meh.



Messed up my flop sizing which meant I had to mess up my turn sizing. As someone on Skype said though, induceaments.





Turn is close, he 5bets TT+ pre, naturally we hit the river













Howww do we missssss. Felt like I should bluff river, and vs a fish this sizing does the same job as jamming for $90ish total



Whaaaaaaaaaaale whaaaaaaaaaaaaale whaaaaaaaaaaaaale



Dat runout





Plus a bunch of flips.

I think I'll commit to not updating in here until my next winning day, as I'm just releasing after bad days when I do update and it must be monotonous to read.

Thanks for listening, I appreciate it.

Here's a sad song from one of my favourite bands

T7hh i just 3bet/gii on the flop
AKo seems very bad ott since you block both diamonds and clubs
AK on KKJJx you're calling to chop vs 99.9% of regs,folding would be very sick if you're able to I think its safe to assume he never bluffs there
rest of the hands seemed fine,gl and keep the grind

Why gii with T7? Against a fish we can just draw and play more perfectly depending on which cards come out.

Brutal hands!
Usually what Ishter says is right though.
GL

Thanks for the songs, will listen later. Regarding T7, I think we can call or raise, it doesnt make much difference. To be honest when I'm not running well at all I'm happy to call and reduce the variance a little bit. Cardician you're absolutely right, I wish I had learned that a couple of years ago

Said I wasn't gonna update again but have to vent. First time in weeks I've felt actual anger as opposed to just disappointment. Couple of mistakes in there but nothing earth shattering.

















I ****ing despair.

Kind of interesting how you never seem to have a breakeven day tbh, it's always +10bi or -10bi or more, no days between -2 / +2 etc