so i had my first lady boy experience recently...
im so ridiculously horny and unsatisfied, and taking thai viagra that i dont want to 'waste', and i know 'exploring my sexuality' is important in life, and there were no women that wanted to come over one after noon last week, so i let a 'hot' ladyboy w fake tits come over
as usual i was devoid of sleep and high as hell, not sure if that affects my deicion making process...
i partially did it to...
(to find out if im gay) honestly i was only 99% sure i wasnt bc, as fetish/kink people say, i think im 'sex positive' /total freak/sex addict'
, kissing made me dry heave, could barely get it up even w viagra, i think i confirmed im not gay, made him leave pretty quick
tho the dick sucking did feel good temporarily but everything else felt disgusting
same scenario happened last week, a 'hot' ladyboy w a 'cute face' / good secondary sexual characteristics came over, dick sucked, everything else made me vomit and i quickly made him leave
obv i didnt cum in either experience
ugh
oh and i only mention it bc the 2nd lady boy had a bigger dick than me (thai guy obv) it was at least 6 inches and i felt a lil emasculated
just like when my thai fwb from tinder, whos a solid 8 btw, whose phone is constantly receiving messages from guys whenever shes w me, she says, sooo deeep
after previously saying 'i dont mind your size' 'size is uneccesary to me' big ones hurt' < all placating patronizing lies at best
ugh ^ a window into my life im honored to share w the world (my pathetic existence) jk my self actualization is pretty high right now actually solely bc i started EXCLUSIVELY approaching 5 foot tall 95 girls w nice asses and even though i havent ****ed one yet i enjoy every interaction and even little things like touching their arms feels good bc petite nubiles are so amazing