the question "are purely image plays worth it?" is actually 2 questions in 1. the first regards my image at the table, and obviously they can be worth it, but they can be tricky to address and i'm not sure if they're always justifiable. the second regards metagame of various breadths, even making high stakes plays so awful that it buys action from good players when i am making good plays. but i'm not sure if the action i gain makes up for how bad the plays are.
i also have always liked to do really stupid and crazy plays for fun and learning, and so i might as well post some of the crazier ones to get opinions on how to tweak them to be not quite so bad, but it started randomly creating an image of me being insane... so that's ok with me... more than ok. but one of my friends was telling me that it's just hemorrhaging money and should just try playing well all the time. obviously something's going ok for me, but i am starting to think that my success doesn't come from the stupid things that i do and maybe they're just leaks. but also, i've been passionate about doing craaaazy things from the beginning of my poker career just to be ****ing crazy, so i've never been able to easily divorce myself from it. but i'm finally starting to have mega huge regrets from the stupid things i do when i end up donking off prize stacks and regretting it. sometimes it works out and sets up good plays, but it's really hard to tell if they're worth it. not like i can whip open pt or sngpt or something to just figure it out...
and in regard to my relationship with this type of dumb ****, does anyone else have any experience with a weird quirk or thing in their game which they think might be a leak but aren't really sure and can't easily let go of? not positive if everyone knows what i'm talking about, but i'm infamous for being a donk and i've done pretty much every stupid thing one could do in poker countless times. i'm not even sure how much is me trying to play "well" - (by well, i mean on the macro level through some micro level awful play) and how much is me just being insane any more. if you don't know what i'm talking about, just dumb dumb **** which sometimes works out, but most of the time not, as that's why it's dumb.... sometimes it's huge stacked stupid stuff, sometimes it's just tiddly winks, like this for example:
Poker Stars $150+$12 No Limit Hold'em Tournament - t247/t600 Blinds + t50 - 9 players
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SB: t297 M = 0.23
BB: t17930 M = 13.82
Hero (UTG): t8700 M = 6.71
UTG+1: t13947 M = 10.75
UTG+2: t10234 M = 7.89
MP1: t19050 M = 14.69
MP2: t4663 M = 3.60
CO: t28937 M = 22.31
BTN: t14205 M = 10.95
Pre Flop: (t1297) Hero is UTG with 5
6
Hero raises to t1200,
6 folds, BB calls t600
Flop: (t3097) 8
4
7
(3 players)
BB checks,
Hero bets t600, BB folds
Turn: (t3097) 9
(2 players)
River: (t3097) 2
(2 players)
Final Pot: t3097
SB shows A
7
(a pair of Sevens)
Hero shows 5
6
(a straight, Five to Nine)
Hero wins t1906
Hero wins t1191
i had a pretty good feeling about the hand because i knew if i raised, then nobody would think that i had a weak hand because there was already a guy committed. but that doesn't justify making a play this bad. what i was thinking about was that SB was already all in, so i at least knew that i'd get to show that my hand was a piece of crap unless i got reraised, in which case i'd get virtual odds on my real hands. and at least this one was for very few chips, but sometimes i want to cry at the stupid things i've just done when i knew better.
not trying to further spread the image with this thread... trying to come to terms with my quirk and seek advice on dealing with it.