I bombed out on the squat at APF nationals.
The first two attempts, I got light headed at the bottom. The first one I got up, but they said it went up and down. The second was a disaster. The third, I got down quicker, avoided the light-headedness and then shot forward on the way up. 1st ever (and hopefully only ever) bomb. I think this is probably related to some medications. I will figure this out and come back.
It really sucked to watch the rest of the meet that day. I would have been opened with the heaviest bench (502, same as 1 other guy) and I would have opened with the heaviest DL by 99 lbs. There was one other guy in my age/weight class (242 / 50 - 54 years old). I didnt see his total, but none of his attempts were near as heavy as my openers. I should have beaten him by about 400 lbs.
The bright spots were I helped a teammate have a good meet and win SHW 50-54 and set a national record squat with 804. Also, I helped another friend who ended up winning the belt for best lifter - I helped hand off his bench and I gave him some good DL advice. The best lifter belt was very cool. This guy probably would have beaten me handily even if I had a good meet because of his age (~57) and body weight (195) multipliers. I still should have won the 1st place medal for my age/weight class and gotten an invite to worlds. I still might get invited to worlds on an exception - I need to email the lady in charge.