Yes this is a level everyone, shows over. It's been a level for the entire year. I was just stuck on attention... the entier blog on HU SNG was for attention, I really dont use meds, i dont have any disorders or issues... i never even played a single match of HU SNG. It's all a level from the start. MAN **** YOU SON OF A BITCH, go read LAL the ****ing posts u cant see im having ****ing world threathening issues? I just ****ing reduced the haloperidol, luvox and buspiron medication and its getting worse now cause those were the only things that kept my ocd, bipolar, schizophreny, paranoia, manic depression, ADD and all the **** in control........... in couple weeks from now i will have made so much money that u see the "most genius" is out of the cage again. This time improved and hungry.

as someone who has played $55s and $110s for years... i can tell you that this downswing is not just bad luck... you're playing badly. my downswings aren't very big, and my graph doesn't have that much variance... but i can tell you that all my my "downswings" and break even stretches have come as result of me tilting and playing bad, not as a result of bad luck. bad luck plays a very small part in your overall variance. variance is the result of going though stretches of playing badly for the most part and being negative EV in games.

so ya, if you get really really unlucky and you play against descent players, than a 20 or 30 bi downswing is possible. but anything above that is your own fault.

btw, i love it when people think they're so good at poker and talk so big and think they should be able to charge people lots of money for coaching... and then they epic fail and screw their life up trying to make easy money playing poker. this stuff really makes my day. espeically because of your whole "secret" BS.

if anyone wants to know the secret... here it is for free:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_b1GKGWJbE8

also, please post lifetime graph... i wanna have a look at this downswing in all its glory.

and you shouldn't start a downswing anonymous meeting... try going to gamblers anonymous. when poker is causing you this many life problems, you've got a gambling problem.

i'm in. when do we meet?

PM me your skype, we can meet in couple mins.

plowking he posted his graph on his husng.com blog. like a month ago

thread saver

Ok I promised to post my results once I get back to poker due to numerous people calling me fish and I keep ****ing telling them, it's cause of quitting the meds, but no they don't listen. i say, MAN i proof to you, i go take pills again and YEA. But I play my 1st match at $1k and win and people say U GO BUSTO with ur 4k roll, i say no no... so i keep playing... FISH COME TO ME GIVING ME ADVICE??? NO. I am ****ing going crazy man, i have to take pills to proof something to 2+2??!?!!?? MANNNNN DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DOOO, WORLD MAKES NO SENSE ANYMORE...... But WHATEVER.

So I promised them to post my results since I am almost going busto. But I am smart, im a genius, im the MOST genius so I decided to study 24/7, haaaahaaahaaa//// now... here are the first 10 matches EXACTLY after I returned to poker... THE PHOENIX IS BACK.

Beautiful mind is an awesome film.

mindonmind is an awesome poster and pmer(even though i personally haven't been lucky enough to receive a pm)

and apparently he is an awesome shot taker too

ok man fwiw I'm going back to grinding the 220-330 now (4+ tabling like in the past)... these 10 matches were 1 tabling when i played super regs at $1k... and 4 tabling in the end at the 220-330 so still what im trying to say is that I only did this to proof you people I'm not a fish.

So now I'm not gonna strive for super ROI at high stakes but just simply grind... HOWEVER, if any1 of 2+2 decides to sit me at stakes as low as ***** 220-330 to proof something, YOU DONT PROOF ANYTHING, cause im 4 tabling.. if you THINK your better than me, challenge me in this thread (PLZ) and we play ANY stakes u want focussed...

PS: if any regs try to ruin my grind by sitting me, it's game over... i'm going to sit you for the rest of your life, i'm going to stalk and find out every username you got on ANY pokersite and keep checking the lobbies 24/7 and as soon as u sit, i sit u... then im gonna play my best and RUIN you till you say "OOOH NOO SORRY PLZ STOP" but I keep sitting you FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE... you got it?? DONT MESS WITH ME... LET ME GRIND. FFS!

MoM - First of all, i'll respond to your PM soon. But my advice to you would be to single table for a bit or at least keep it at 2 tables. You've obviously made some money at this game and you really need to focus on the long-term goals you have for yourself. If you want to improve, then single table IMO. I think single tabling is the best way for anyone to improve.

I know you have a lot of mental issues, and it can't be easy. Poker is a stressful game for everybody and it's tough to handle even for people that are mentally stable and happy. The swings can be sick. Despite our previous spats, i wish you the best of luck and i hope this advice is somewhat constructive to you.

I'm glad you've stepped down a few levels though; just get on with the grind and make some $. The best quote i ever read on 2+2 was " In hu poker, its not you vs your oponnent, it's you vs yourself " . And i think thats your problem, but i hope you get there.

gl

Alright thanks mate, I really hope everything go's well now, I'm going to try my hardest.

peace!

i call

You know thats a picture of a lion, right?

The Pheonix is under the Lion.

Oh my god it was beautiful!! 2 fish sat me at 500 ...
.. but then i lost both due to someone who won near full stack all ins 5 time in row while dominated (talking about ****ing AQ's vs A7), then last hand, at 75/150... i got KT vs A6 with full stacks but couldn't hit.. that was so extraordinary!

And then, the guy on the other table who doesn't know how to play wins by running like god but u know what, thats ok!

So i go on FTP right, this is the nice part. I get to play a guy at 500 who literary MR/folded short (turbo) like 15/15... till he finaly called k8 against my k7 when he was short, then i got my KK in vs his A9.. he flops trips, NICE. And he was like BOOOOM BOOOOM.

Then, i think it cant get any worse, but find that guy from the 2nd match on 1k.. i sit him twice, wowowowow he kept hitting trips along with me but with a higher kicker, wins every all in.. NOW IM DOWN $3500 in ****ing 40 mins.... ****INGGGGGGGG WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

REALLY, EVERY LIL PIECE OF DETAIL IN THIS STORY IS PURE TRUTH... I FORTUNATELY RECORDED IT WITH CAMTASIA..................... HALVE MY BANKROLL IS GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ****INGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.............................. ..................................

I'm really starting to like this guy.

You won a $345 then two $200s, then you went and sat PlauZee in a 1k?

Did you let Sandeep play on your account or something?

no, me & plauzee are mates... it was a chop, but dude READ what just happened.. i swear to god NONE of it is fiction........ WTF is happening?!

YES HE JUST SAT ME AGAIN, I'LL SAY WHO WINS

4th hand: PokerStars Game #41715881884: Tournament #256468918, $500+$20 USD Hold'em No Limit - Match Round I, Level I (10/20) - 2010/03/25 22:44:42 ET
Table '256468918 1' 2-max Seat #2 is the button
Seat 1: 18Year4Poker (1410 in chips)
Seat 2: indiantip (1590 in chips)
indiantip: posts small blind 10
18Year4Poker: posts big blind 20
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to 18Year4Poker [5s 8s]
indiantip: calls 10
18Year4Poker: checks
*** FLOP *** [6s 7s 6h]
18Year4Poker: bets 40
indiantip: raises 40 to 80
18Year4Poker: calls 40
*** TURN *** [6s 7s 6h] [8c]
18Year4Poker: checks
indiantip: bets 100
18Year4Poker: calls 100
*** RIVER *** [6s 7s 6h 8c] [Td]
18Year4Poker: checks
indiantip: bets 180
18Year4Poker: calls 180
*** SHOW DOWN ***
indiantip: shows [9c 3h] (a straight, Six to Ten)
18Year4Poker: mucks hand
indiantip collected 760 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 760 | Rake 0
Board [6s 7s 6h 8c Td]
Seat 1: 18Year4Poker (big blind) mucked [5s 8s]
Seat 2: indiantip (button) (small blind) showed [9c 3h] and won (760) with a straight, Six to Ten

edit* won the game

hehe this is a pretty good idea and amazing if it happened

remember when u used to IM me trying to convince me that u had timing tells on Stars RNG and if u act at a specific millisecond on every action the cards would fall in ur favor?

that was baller

lol

this guy is legitimately crazy