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04-25-2012 , 05:10 PM
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Originally Posted by Merek007
Cycle 1 was planned as four days on drug, 24 day "rest", lol. The rest was Actually two stays in hospital, two rounds of antibiotics, 13 blood transfusions, no immune system and a lot of confusion and back pain.
Merek, this definition of "rest" sucks. It does not sound like any fun at all


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So if A) 99% what?

A)*i) 44%- we wait for calcium dissolving off my bones to muck up the kidneys and I die.

Or.

A)ii 44%- wait for me to get infection and die


Now there are 1-2% other still out their that we are looking at and how long this takes , but that is the reality. ."I think

Merek
I really do not like these choices either . Please give us some more options because these two are not acceptable.
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04-25-2012 , 05:14 PM
What's the other 11%? Sunshine and rainbows plz.
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04-26-2012 , 09:00 AM
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Originally Posted by entertainme
We know from experience that one outers hit when you least expect them.

I know it's not your thing, but you are in my prayers.
Prayers are not my thing either but, I don't care, I am sending them and hoping I am wrong.
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04-26-2012 , 01:25 PM
God bless. We have all lost loved ones to cancer, and your courage is nothing short of inspirational. Logging in from Shanghai, China, to let you know that you are and will continue to touch the lives of people whom you have never met, and that your very presence makes us all better people.
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05-12-2012 , 04:46 AM
Bump for updates?

<crosses fingers>
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05-12-2012 , 11:39 AM
Yeah this. Brutal time for the forums to go out.

Fingers, toes and all other crossable body parts are crossed.
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05-12-2012 , 02:07 PM
Had to re-register because my password stopped working. Just wanted to mention that I've been lurking 2+2 since '05 and this was the one thread I kept thinking about the last 2 weeks. Hoping for the best.
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05-12-2012 , 03:07 PM
Smokey - you have to reset your pw via email. Read the announcement on the top of the page.
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05-12-2012 , 03:22 PM
Yeah, but I don't have access to the ancient e-mail account I used to register so I can't be verified. Browser populated my default PW from before but it didn't work.
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05-12-2012 , 04:10 PM
only thread I missed being able to get to.

Positive thoughts were coming your way all the time the site was down, Merek
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05-12-2012 , 07:10 PM
Hi Merek...hope you're still out there somewhere.
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05-12-2012 , 11:35 PM
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Originally Posted by Klavs
Yeah this. Brutal time for the forums to go out.

Fingers, toes and all other crossable body parts are crossed.
This ^. What terrible timing for the forums to be down! I've been hoping and praying that he is alright.


Hope you are feeling better, Merek . Please let us know how you are doing when you feel up to it.
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05-13-2012 , 12:00 PM
Agree with these sentiments.
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05-13-2012 , 12:51 PM
Same here. Losing access to this thread really sucked.

Hello again everyone and hoping to hear from Merek.
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05-13-2012 , 05:57 PM
First thread I checked when I logged back in. Hoping you are ok merek.
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05-13-2012 , 10:03 PM
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First thread I checked when I logged back in. Hoping you are ok merek.
+1. Hope merek is feeling all the good mojo.
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05-14-2012 , 04:19 AM
Good luck and prayers, Merek.
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05-14-2012 , 02:15 PM
was irl sad for merek when the site went down for an extended time. so harsh.
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05-15-2012 , 08:24 AM
Does anybody not have the guys phone number or anything so they could call and get an update ?
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05-15-2012 , 04:59 PM


Keep fighting and don't ever feel alone. You are in my thoughts.
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05-15-2012 , 09:17 PM
can the mods please change the thread title to "Merek's thread". that'd be much appreciated.
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05-15-2012 , 09:22 PM
Seriously, I know I used my one time on Merek before but I am sure I will be allowed another.

One time.
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05-15-2012 , 10:04 PM
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Originally Posted by Klavs
Seriously, I know I used my one time on Merek before but I am sure I will be allowed another.

One time.
y'know.. why? that kinda goes against the whole idea of this thread imo. Not to be harsh, but Merek didn't start this thread for any reason other than to chronicle his passing. I think it's much better for us to respect that by respecting his diary of the process of it, and his willingness to share it all with us. There's no point in prolonging suffering imo.

Thank you Merek.

Namaste
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05-15-2012 , 10:59 PM
Oh believe me, it wasn't to prolong his suffering. More a one time that the treatment was working and a miracle was on the cards. Last we knew, the docs were still trying chemo, and Merek wasn't giving up.

I obviously don't want him to suffer.
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05-16-2012 , 03:14 PM
I'm sorry Klavs, my post was pretty harsh, and I do apologize. Extreme frustration has been ruling my life recently and I projected it onto this thread/ you. My apologies also to anyone else who was disturbed or offended by my unintentional cynicism.
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