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Originally Posted by HerbieGRD
I think it is easier for men to disregard norms and expectations than it is for women, speaking generally. Men are “eccentric” women are “crazy” etc.
I grew up with older brothers, learning to groom up to the expectations of society has always a)alluded me b) felt like the most unjust bullshit. I remember they made fun of me for having hairy legs, I started shaving them young so they wouldn’t call me names. When I was fifteen my brother took me to music festival in Michigan. The Grateful Dead was there so maybe you can guess the crowd. I saw a woman who looked like she had never shaved, hairy legs, armpits, arms, brows etc. she was wearing little clothing and barefoot. I looked at her and judged her body hair and felt shame, but she was so at peace and carried herself so confidently. I had never seen that before.
In general, the double bind of presenting as a woman is burdensome, and while I do see suppression of emotions inflicted upon men, the binds on men are often balanced with benefits in society. As a woman, you are always either too much or too little of something no matter what you do and there are societal vulnerabilities (bodily harm, harassment, restrictions on where you can safely go etc, healthcare etc) and imbalances (pay gap, achieving higher positions, professional respect etc).
As a child I didn’t understand the world and was a relatively wild and free type. I most admired rebellious boys and would mimic them in style of dress and manor of behavior. It made growing into “being a woman” tricky and uncomfortable. Internally, I consider myself gender fluid or gender queer, but externally I present and receive the privileges (and disadvantaged) of cis-womanhood. Overall my reflections on my own experiences as sensitized me to the general privileges of cis-ness and the lack of logic and practicality to the gender binary in general.