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Originally Posted by Thingyman
No, the last part is true, but I'm gonna be honest.
I am currently deriving zero pleasure from playing this game. I wanted to give ww one last shot, partly because I thought this format sounded like fun and I've loved having masons in the past... Or the idea of it at least since we never really got to chat (and tragically, the same holds true for this game which - no ill words about Herbie, he couldn't predict the work thing - is making me sad).
But this just isn't fun. It's a chore to play and I'm way too much of an emotional player. So it's just hard work and frustrations with no pay off.
So right now I'm clinging onto two things. I want to actually try and solve this game with someone (this is what I signed up for) and I was hoping that I could do this with you instead of Herbie then. I'm not trying to get out of solving the game by leaning on someone else - I'm saying, let's put our minds together and look at every single player and reach a collective conclusion on all of them. Or something. And the other thing that I'm clinging to is that I desperately don't want to be mislynched. I'll be perfectly frank - I care more about not being mislynched than I care about winning the game. I am super prideful about this - I just really, really don't want to be mislynched, I've always considered it one of my strengths to be able to clear myself and plus it feels good to be able to work on the game without the added stress of being unclear. And it's tragic - because I don't want to be mislynched, I will put in ridicolous amounts of effort to avoid it, but this also also means that if I DO get mislynched, it hurts all the more. I would just be left with an empty feeling that there is no point to playing the game if really giving it 110 % still wasn't good enough. Not saying all this to insinuate that I wouldn't be fighting hard to avoid lynch as a wolf too obviously - I was just explaining my current mental state in this game.
Anyways, that was a lot of rambling lol
Random observations, feel free to ignore:
you seem to be getting very frustrated at stuff that i would characterise as an intersection between psychology and the fog of war - essentially, different people interpret information in different ways, draw different conclusions, miss information, take different messages from the same piece of text, but that's the reality of the game: we're all operating for most of the game at least partially in the dark.
Like, we use the phrase solve the game, but it's not like a chess puzzle, we never really solve the game until the endgame. The bit I enjoy the most about ww is being in the final three as a villager, and making that last decision. But even there when you're right it's never a question of having solved the game (if you're me, at least), you weight things up and pull the trigger and if you're right then you convince yourself in retrospect you solved the game but in reality in the moment of hitting post you're still operating in an amazing amount of ambiguity.
Ignorance is the sea in which we swim when we're playing WW, it's inevitable that we're going to be wrong much of the time, and we're going to be unable to convince people we're villagers much of the time. If the village lynches right 50% of the time, we win. But that's going to involve mislynching 1/2 of the time, and getting mislynched a fair amount of the time, too (1/3 of the time?). Yeah we want to be right in our reads, and get Niked and whatever, and yeah we fight against being mislynched, but accepting being wrong and being misread is a necessary part of enjoying swimming naked in the dark.
To coin a phrase, "Anyways, that was a lot of rambling lol". Make of it what you will. I'll go and catch up with the end of yesterday.