Was this fueled by drinking? if you only do this stupid **** when you're drunk maybe the meetings you should be attending is AA not GA. I used to be a stupid degen too then I quit drinking.

takes guts to admit something as tough as this and to "out" yourself on a public forum

Get help, real professional help - you won't believe just how much it works.
I genuinely wish you the best of luck OP - **** the haters in here, they are probably just sad tards with no real life of their own.

Run good mate.

Blah blah fkng blah...sounds like you use these little tantrums to get people you have $h*t on to not hold you accountable. It worked the first time but hopefully you get called out by the people who matter this time. GFY

Comments like this are only made by other degens who are scraping the bottom of the sewer of life or have done so one or more times in the past and then start acting if they're misunderstood by the rest of us that do understand not to degen away life, friends or money on something so stupid as poker, substances or other ****

GTFO

Comments like this are made only by arrogant little tossers with no life experience who can't face their own problems so try to release some inner rage by acting ludicrously judgmentally towards strangers on the internet, making sure of course that the victims of their bile are at such a low point in their lives there is no chance of them having enough self esteem to argue back.

Why do you hate this guy so much? Either you are struggling yourself with some self loathing issues of some kind, or you are just a sub-human psychopath who revels in the pain of others. Or maybe, and I really hope this is it, just maybe you really ****ing need to grow up.

people i've **** on? i owe a backer like 1800, that's about the only person who's truly got shat on in any measurable way. the rest of people i just cut off from life because i kept choosing degeneracy over their friendship. i'd gladly take a sht on you though

does this mean you are gonna stop 3 betting the **** out of me on merge?

Who the **** is darius? Has this been established? I'm trying my best not to read the other pages of this thread.

fyp

so here's the cliffs:

-degen degen'd away for many years in a row. eventually he got sick of degening and is now setting up the future the way he envisioned it.

a lot of things changed since i stopped playing poker - mostly my beliefs on god, women, life outlook, people and their intentions... the big things. i can see now how taxing the game was on me. in a way i'm rebuilding - life, careers, relationships were all on hold while i was on that obsessive grind day in day out. and we all need money, but don't let that stop you from seeing other people and getting to know them. for a lot of people balance is no problem, but there are plenty like me as well. anything i do i go hard, i've found out that much for sure. but my direction is better now, and while i love the game and learned from it more than i ever ever everrrr did from any formal education, i've found a way to live in a healthier mindstate. and for me, that doesn't involve poker anymore. so, it's been good, it's been real, and thank you all because this really is a great community of peeps.

as far as the darius situation, i'm getting the last of my monies offline today hopefully, and will be sending another check in the near future, which i plan to do until we're squared up. Thanks again ya'll. payyyyyyyyce




werk!!



the whole field was all knee high grass like what's in the background before we started. mom said she wouldn't have done a garden this year if i hadn't come home



gettin there. the box without sprouts yet is all heirloom seeds.



watering



artichoke come to life!



mulch!!



final layout for this year. the whole back is filled with the blackest dirt i've ever seen. it's prolly 35ft long and goes the whole length of the garden



now that's gangsta

Gilf itt

so you quit gambling, drinking, smoking..what do you do when you are not planting artichokes with your mum? serious question btw.

have girls over
have a few beers
smoke a lil
work at a great breakfast place
landscape
breathe
live
write music
sit on patios
help friends remodel houses
watch NBA playoff bball

anything really

You are wasting your time growing taters when you could have made your money back with one crop of pot

Rather be a drunk degen.

attention whore ITT. gl anyways

Building better people, one bbv thread at a time.

Sounds like a real life. May be shocking to some people on this site. Congrats and GL

I just moved to GR, what breakfast place? I will come say what up.

OP is harvesting weed, That is awesome GL.

yo jewboy420 what up homie? caddy is a nice guy i wish him luck in life

lol

be a MAN about ****. there's no sense in crying and feeling bad for yourself. just handle your business and learn from it.