this!
and does diet pepsi really get you "wired up"?

I know how you feel as I'm going through a similar struggle with backgammon. I'm constantly snorting lines of coke, getting hammered at bars every night and popping pills. Looks like I'm not cut out for backgammon.

I recently started folding AA preflop because I can't take it anymore. Maybe that helps to improve your mindset?

I guess this must be one of the hardest things to do in life , good luck dude.
Also do not forget the lessons on life poker gave you.

Ah f&&k, Ah f&&k, Awe f&&k...

woke up at 2pm...

brain starts thinkin "wtf is there to do"?

"There's nothing to do"...

"Wtf is there to do"?











poker.




I feel like going total degen and losing all the govenrment and income tax money that was just deposited into my account. Not realy losing it per se, but basically using it as entertainment via the highs and lows of gambling. And trying to figure out why I finished 26th out of 13,000+ on Monday because my two pair didn't hold up against a pair twice, and when I limped with KK and the BB shoved with KJ and the flop was JJ2, and why I raised with KJs and the bttn called and the flop was KJ5 and we got it all in and he flips KQ and a Q turns. All the why's and the drama's and how I could made the final table....if only I had gotten a little luckier...or a little lessunlucky. Poker f**cks with the mind. Could turned my typical $10-$20 deposit into an instant $3000 roll.

you realised this , it shows great strength

hi gus. how is monaco in 2011?

I quit my job today
Actually I got sacked but I say who's counting ?
I am so fkn happy :-)

instead of poker why not take up smoking crack?

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this is an amazingly true statement. my girl tells me that i play to much cause i will play 8-10 hours on my days off and i should quit cause its a waste of time for a small amount of money. i told her that i played daily for 8 years before i met her and not to expect it to change now

Ya, it's f**ckin hard to quit. Even using all the rational judgements I can muster. I haven't redeposited YET.

P.S. I think I'll go lay in the shower in the fetal position for about 2 hours and think about what to do.

Small sample size but I think that your stats look good and you have some talent, pull your head out of your ass and maybe you can actually go somewhere. I think that you are your problem not poker.. To bad, I wish I had these stats when I first started

your doing it wrong bottle of whiskey n weed ftw

In poker u gotta be wirring to go broke baby.

Have a nice day.

Gl tomorrow

You won 31 tournaments out of 491, and you are quitting?

Just self ban yourself for a month or so and get your **** together. Degens gonna degen.

quit. fix life NOW, whatever it takes. after that, do whatever you feel like with your talents, i.e crush donkaments, but don't waste your time & your talent (fixing live in 2 years will be harder).
you'll never fix everything. but to just let things go for a long time leads to the situation where you absolutely need to do something, and do it quick.

just do it. i'v seen couple people (friends actually to be honest) crushing 100nl+ online after they smoked crack ( well, the european thing actually, which is called base, don't want to go into details here..) for several years.
however there is a point of no return, not only drug wise, but more in terms of how you treat yourself in every possible aspect, how you deal with life. DON'T FAKKING MISS IT.

**** all the haters bro, hope you sort yourself out man!

normally I would agree with u but OP has some serious problems and poker probably isn't the best thing for him to do until he fixes or atleast controls them

Good Riddance. I hope you had the time of your life.

10-12 of these wins were when I was broke and playing a 10c SAT into a dollar touney. Something like the top 50 or 80 got in and everyone was credited with a first place. So 10-12 of my wins are false stat padders.

P.S. Many of my wins were SATS into the $75k, a $162 BI tourney. I was amazing at SATs.

Better up the meds bro, getting a little delusional

Wow OP... this is some wild ****. Tone it down

Stop that.