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Originally Posted by LuckyLad69
I created an account to post this because i need to put this out somewhere.
So basically, my whole life is a degen story. It all started when I took a year off after high school to work and make money. At this time I was also playing $1/2 NL at my local casino. I was running pretty well and ended up being something like $3000+ on the year.
I started going to school for engineering and my savings started dropping due to college funds, etc... but I still wanted to crush the retirees at the casino. The lowest game at the casino was 1/2 so I couldn't drop to a lower take without playing online- which i didn't like because I would end up blowing my whole roll in one night playing HU hypers (degen life). I continued to play 1/2 at the casino, making and losing some money here and there- then i discovered the BJ tables. I had always liked blackjack, going to the casinos with friends on weekends and dropping like $100 on the tables and being pissed off. I started studying blackjack more and more and every time we went to the casino I would find my friends all putting their bets on me like I was some type of "blackjack god".
The problem at my casino is that they don't tend to open many tables of poker for some reason so there is always a very long waiting list to play. My time waiting would mainly be spent playing(losing) blackjack. This was a constant pattern until I found myself dead broke. I had a credit card with $3500 limit which I proceeded to max out by taking out cash advances to play poker and bj.
Most nights were spent crying and pounding on the steering wheel on the drive home wondering how I'm going to survive on $20 for the rest of the week until i get my measly paycheck (was working part time at a grocery store). Then it came to me- I'll apply for some student loans. I ended up getting about $1900 in student loans which I brought to the casino with me as soon as I received it. (I was calling the loan dept. every day to see when it would arrive) I decided it was a good idea to play the 2/5 game so I could make my money back quicker, and guess what happened. I ran so bad and played so tilted that I ended up losing the whole $1900 loan in about 3 hours. I was so mad/dizzy/sick I walked to the customer service desk holding back tears and asked if there was a way I could be banned from the casino. She picked up the phone and started talking to someone and 10 mins later a man in a suit came down and brought me past security into a strange room. He took a couple pics of me, scanned my i.d and BAM! I was banned for 3 months (self exclusion program).
I started to calm down thinking it was all going to be over soon, I was wrong. After one month I couldnt stand it anymore. I decided I would go to the casino and when they I.D me (im only 20, live in canada) if they said anything about me being banned that I would tell them that I thought I was only banned for one month. I went to the casino so nervous- but ended up getting in!! I couldn't play poker because you needed your casino card to play and they would scan mine and see that I was banned, but I could play blackjack. I proceeded to go every week and lose my paycheck plying blackjack, and I started craving poker.
I came up with a brilliant idea! I would go up to the poker cage, tell them my girlfrind had my wallet with my i.d cards and casino cards and I only had cash. I had a friend who kind of looked like me who played there too so I would give them his information and play under his name. It worked!!!! I proceeded to go to the casino every day with a low brimmed hat, telling them the same story how my gf had my wallet and I only had cash but I could give them my information (my friends of course).
I was having a blast until I started getting calls from my bank for my maxed out card OH ****! I avoided all calls because I had no money to pay and also didnt want to. They started taking my paycheck every week which was direct deposited into my bank account to pay off my credit card so I have NO money.
So right now I am living at my mom house working part time going to school with no money, playing freerolls on stars.
Thanks
quit gambling you are a terrible gambler
you are ganna end up a degen loser if you continue down this path
and be a burden to your mom
get a job go to school pay off debt save money
read poker books
if you were beating 1/2 ( which i doubt) and can't win 2/5 stay at 1/2 and be a shark then be a fish
don't play blackjack if you don't count cards
play baccarat instead (no need to doubledown hit stay etc so variance is way lower) you literally pick red or blue and hope it wins
i know it pains you to hear this but trust me its for your own good
you got a degen demon problem and you don't make enough to support it
focus your efforts on making $ without gambling