just find a sugar momma

I think your biggest problem may be your drinking. I don't touch alcohol and play poker at the same time. And so I tilt less.

How about you just chill the **** out and know your role? STFU and deposit again.

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where are you from?

alcohol > aggressive play > profit

this, or move up where they respect your broken english.

I can coach you for free. SNGs are my specialty but I can beat cash as well. You should be making at least 3k a month if I teach you. Your first month may be slow but after your first month you should be making some decent cash.

Estonia.

deposit life savings and shot at 1k PLO imo...

?!?!?!? estonia....
My sister is there now and my mother is from there...

Good luck with life OP.

In all honesty, it was tl;dr, but from sounds of things you should try to go to university/college, and pursue a real career. If youre a winning poker player just play recreationally until you bankroll allows you to move up in limits. You will know when the time is right if you can provide for yourself.

That made me LOL. So i guess is support that mans opinion.

PL4 = 2c/4c amiright? how can you even consider playing poker for anything other than a hobby if you're on that limit.....?! get a damn job -> profit

for all you DUMB ****S out there who are having a go at his english why dont you reply back in his language estonian and lets see how you spell etc.

Dunno,i just beat that limit so good im just tilting so much and playing drunk.When my head is clear im rly good at it...dunno you say yes PL4 and stuff but...for example 20eur pots is standard in PL4...biggest pot losed in PL4 for me was 90euros and biggest pot won for me was 69euros...im playing very agressive style kinda wierd one and its working perfect for me.So dont try to laugh @ PL4...Best day in PL4 like +35 buy ins...10 days profit 400euros all PL4...im good at it but i just fkn tilt and make cashouts

Stop poker

Definitely quit. Trying to make a living from nl4/plo4 is seriously lol - 50c/$1 is the minimum IMO, and you have to put in alot of volume to make that worthwhile. You have shown time and time again that you cannot control tilt and cannot use proper roll management. You should be making at least $100/hr before you should even consider abandoning school/future job considerations IMO and even then i would definitely not advise it as there is no telling what the future of online poker will be.

Even if you get better at poker and actually get a non-negative $$/hr, from what you said in the OP it is more than likely all that means is that you will be tilting off larger amounts of money. Poker isn't for you - find something that suits you better/something you have a chance of being somewhat sucessful. The fact that you can actually lose what you consider "significant amounts" at super micro stakes is beyond me and is an indication that playing poker part time is probably only going to lead to negative consequences (a desire to continue playing, loss of motivation in other areas of your life, etc.).

quit. poker sucks.

I havent sayd i try to make out living playing PL4,ofcourse thats ridicilous.And im playing also PL10 and PL20 not so often.Obviously im not going to quit.I understood what was my biggest problem.And its that i made too much cash outs to "survive"...i havent got opportunity to increase my bankroll because just needed money...you understand me wrong dude,i havent even concider to go live alone and start grind PL4 lol ...im going to school at september obviously and taking a part time job also...and its good opportunity for me to start to increase my bankroll...without that cashouts i would be playing PL25 for sure at the moment im sure...and im sure that i can get from PL4 to PL20 with 1 month or little more few months maximum...ill kepp ya all updated in this thread...and im not blaming you i appreciate much all you guys want to say to me im now alot smarter rly and understand my mistakes

Too easy to say it to me if i have played more than a year.Its same hard to quit smoking if you have smoked like 5-6 years like me.

It has more to do with the fact that you appear completely incapable of being the sort of person who could ever be sucessful at poker and the fact that you manage to lose what you consider significant sums while playing micro stakes.

Just my 2 cents, but i HIGHLY doubt you'll ever make anything more than a minimum wage job could get you from playing poker and more than likely you'll just continue to tilt off your bankroll, be unable to pay rent/move out/get a start on life. Ppl with bad discipline/poor br management/tilt-alcohol poker related issues won't make money unless they are exceptionally good at poker and that means crushing mid/high stakes not barely winning at super micro stakes and tilting off what little profit you've made time and time again.

You say are "completely busto" playing super micro stakes when you have a job - that should really turn on some light bulbs for you.

Quit poker and go to school.

Eloquent.

Thx all for your oppinion i appreciate that.

Didn't read anything but how about suicide?