BBV Confession thread 2009 - Page 9 - Poker Beats Brags and Variance

I haven't told anyone that I'm losing my mind.
I am an uncounted casualty.

I just wanted this bad thing to happen
I never thought it would ever get this bad.
I would never do this if there was a shred of hope.
But there isn't.
If people knew who I really was they'd leave me.
I feel really bad. I'm an evil, horrible person.
I hate everything about me
I don't seem to have any heart. I don't put a loving effort in things I do here.
I don't know if I am capable
I will never be what they want me to be.

Nobody gets it

I want to tell the truth ~ but of course ~ I lie.
That's my secret. At least I hope it's a secret.
For now, I leave the secret intact. I applaud my restraint. I despise my lack of bravery.
I don't want to place this burden with anyone else.
I'm afraid to ask, I'm afraid to know the reason.
You wouldn't want me now, I'm dirty...and I'd hurt you.
I feel like a deviant but I won't stop.
Go somewhere else. I don't want to do any more harm.
You have no idea what I am capable of.
I hate myself sometimes. Like right this moment.

bbvconfess@hotmail.com

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04-03-2009 , 01:19 PM

#203

CardsNbooze

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Join Date: May 2007 Posts: 1,009

My dad and I went to Vegas for his birthday and somehow ended up with separate rooms. On the last night of our stay I had a hooker sent to his room just as a joke. I figured he would tell her it was the wrong room or w/e but he didnt. Like 10 mins later i heard the bed hitting the wall and some chick screaming. The next morning I asked him how his night was and said "better than a night at home". I'll never forget that. Not a word was mentioned about it after that. Made lol inside.

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04-03-2009 , 01:24 PM

#204

lucky_scrote

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Join Date: Feb 2006 Posts: 716

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Originally Posted by CardsNbooze

For the first week of world series my step dad is coming along. We are getting seperate rooms and you have given me a great idea sir.

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04-03-2009 , 01:31 PM

#205

CardsNbooze

adept

Join Date: May 2007 Posts: 1,009

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Originally Posted by lucky_scrote

For the first week of world series my step dad is coming along. We are getting seperate rooms and you have given me a great idea sir.

I hope my kids (someday maybe) are as nice as I am.

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04-03-2009 , 02:16 PM

#206

adult molester

journeyman

Join Date: Feb 2009 Posts: 273

scrote if you post another emo poem youre off the team.

side bar: do you post all the confessions, or do you cull out ones that are obviously fake or ******ed?

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04-03-2009 , 02:52 PM

#207

lucky_scrote

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Originally Posted by adult molester

scrote if you post another emo poem youre off the team.

side bar: do you post all the confessions, or do you cull out ones that are obviously fake or ******ed?

I google most of the confessions to see if they are just C & P which some are. The blatantly stupidly fake ones are cut. About 90% of confessions sent are posted though.

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04-03-2009 , 03:44 PM

#208

SideshowBobb

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Join Date: Jan 2008 Posts: 973

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Originally Posted by booron

in my last job in a retail store i store atleast 4k worth of stuff over a year.

standard imo

Actually it is.

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04-03-2009 , 09:15 PM

#209

Happystacka

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Join Date: Aug 2008 Posts: 799

pure gold, the hannibal lector story, the turd that didnt land in the toilet and the ****ting on her neighbours garden were the best. hahaha

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04-04-2009 , 01:30 AM

#210

cmahn13

banned

Join Date: Nov 2007 Posts: 108

I play out of my bankroll all the time, and **** I wonder why I AA can't hold up and crushes my account. I should just end it now....

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04-04-2009 , 02:20 AM

#211

DjSkyy

veteran

Join Date: Sep 2002 Posts: 2,735

i consume illegal substances almost every day, altho i dont feel bad about it so it's really more of a BRAG!

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04-04-2009 , 02:22 AM

#212

DjSkyy

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Join Date: Sep 2002 Posts: 2,735

also, i earn a living winning moneys from people at poker, many of whom can't afford to lose it, but i don't really feel bad about that either BRAG 2!

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04-04-2009 , 03:35 AM

#213

Into2ndWind

Pooh-Bah

Join Date: Feb 2008 Posts: 4,683

ive read this thread for like 45 minutes drunk as ****

this was entertaining

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04-04-2009 , 04:45 AM

#214

-Insert Witty SN-

Carpal \'Tunnel

Join Date: Mar 2009 Posts: 17,921

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Originally Posted by lucky_scrote

EMOOOOOOOOOOO

bbvconfess@hotmail.com

Epic Poem imo (if not already plagiarized)

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04-04-2009 , 09:15 AM

#215

Lohoo

old hand

Join Date: Dec 2008 Posts: 1,447

interesting story

I just dont understand the m4m cl answering part, wat?

I have nothing against bisexuals or gheys or whatever, although I think its important to know what r u. I dont see how can u be straight and do this.

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04-05-2009 , 06:41 PM

#216

TJI_1234

centurion

Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 104

anybody want a BUMP?

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04-05-2009 , 07:23 PM

#217

Jubes

veteran

Join Date: May 2007 Posts: 2,171

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Originally Posted by TJI_1234

anybody want a BUMP?

Stop bumping the feck in to me , MF! Kthnxbai

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04-05-2009 , 07:26 PM

#218

super_dave31

old hand

Join Date: Nov 2008 Posts: 1,223

the guy who posted about his girlfriend having abortion - replying to ads etc

Tbh i think she was probably cheating on you anywya - but used your adverts as an excuse (which is probably fair enough). trust me i actually think ive soul read her on this one.
i mean do you really think someone who is a prostitute is gona be faithful lol

and you go on abut loving her etc - well right frm the start she sounded liek a wacko job who you shoulda got rid of after 5 minutes ( no offense) but its true

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04-06-2009 , 06:39 PM

#219

dxu05

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Join Date: Aug 2006 Posts: 2,632

moar

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04-07-2009 , 04:27 AM

#220

MannekeP

grinder

Join Date: Jun 2008 Posts: 562

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Originally Posted by CardsNbooze

Good story.

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04-14-2009 , 08:45 PM

#221

Simkars

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04-15-2009 , 10:54 PM

#222

sw0mgt

centurion

Join Date: Aug 2008 Posts: 137

Is this dead? are there anymore confessions?

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04-15-2009 , 11:24 PM

#223

Speel Posher

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Join Date: May 2007 Posts: 7,355

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Originally Posted by Koshur

that 35k guy story has too many holes..

you could say that. delta gamma fraternity now only allows females. the only reason they are called a fraternity is because during their founding they had their one and only male member.

good story though