shipit2kg,
I'v've been debating whether or not I should post this because I realize I'll come off as a dick. But you already think I'm a douche anyway so I don't have much to lose. :-)
I can't imagine how difficult it would be to play well when you're 100bis below ev. It would absolutely destroy me, and I would probably quit poker. But at the same time it looks like had you ran at EV you would have only made about a $1000 in your last ~200k hands.
So while a run like that is certainly possible for a 4-5bb winner, I think it's probably more likely that you're just not playing that great during this stretch. So if your true winrate isn't that high or even positive you're gonna have some terrible swings. (I know math nerds can prove variance isn't related to winrate or whatever but lol math.)
It definitely could be because you're running so far below EV that you're just having a difficult time thinking clearly, which is obviously understandable.
I do know you crushed all levels of Rush so I'm sure you're pretty good at this game. For me though after Black Friday it was a pretty big adjusment period getting used to new sites with different player pools. I had a few weak months but I really did just work my ass off and I've improved a ton since Black Friday. I know I'm not great but I do beat 200nl (even though I still play 100nl a lot).
I know I'm not an authority and you could be better than I am, but I do think I'm prob playing better than you are right now because I've worked hard on the necessary adjustments at new sites. You might've done the same, I don't know.
I do think some of these hands you posted are clear mistakes.
AK on that turn looks like a pretty easy fold. Calling so you won't be exploitable isn't a compelling reason to me because it only matters if you are being exploited, and you said this guy has an almost non-existent c/r percent on the turn. Turn c/rs here as bluffs are still really uncommon where I play. It's pretty hard for even villain to have hands he would c/r bluff the turn with depending on his fcbet, and it would still require him to be turning stuff into a bluff I think, and anything he could turn into a bluff is probably good enough to c/c. On the river I think there's no value in betting. Sure, we're good a lot, but basically no hands in his range c/r turn and c/c river. I don't think he bluff shoves over a gay bet often because it's so likely we have Kx.
The 44 hand on the river I think is a clear mistake also. Even if you do get to the river with bluffs I don't think you have to shove 44. I can't imagine you beating a reg's calling range on that river. Ofc I would still shove against fish but I'd have to think the reg is really, really awful to shove 44. It would just be the easiest fold with AA on that river.
Are you getting coaching right now from someone? Could be good to get some euro dudes on the same network as you.
tannenj is coaching also and he is a beast. He did send me his new product for me to review so I'm not sure if I'm biased (I don't think I am), but I really do believe his product is ridiculously awesome. It's taking me forever to get through because it's so god damn dense but I've learned so much.
So yeah. Hope this doesn't further my douche status. I'm hoping this helps. You're def mentally stronger than I am if you're even alive after that stretch lol, but I think it's likely your edge isn't as big as it should be right now.
Last edited by Keyser.; 04-18-2012 at 02:42 PM.