yeah that's why we let it test in Holland. In holland it's LEGAL to bring in your drugs for testing and they'll give you the results of the quality of your drugs. They told us they get an avg of 80% pure Molly and we had 92% pure and said it's good stuff and just drink a lot of water and enjoy it.

Not sure if you have that possibility in the UK / US? I took a picture of my pupils lol =D

You can't get it legally tested in the UK. I've never actually bought drugs from anyone but I have friends that do and the rule is that you have a regular dealer that you can trust.

Only f ******s and homeless do drugs.

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Well it's good that we can have a reasoned discussion about it.

fyp

I have never had the urge to go and try drugs.

That being said, when my housemate was doing coke and asked if I wanted to try some I did take a couple of seconds to say no. Huge risk, small reward, though.

=)

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drugs and the homeless

I thought that was a reasonable discussion? I'm not sure if you got that I was referencing this gem: http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/sh...postcount=4560

lolol

pot =/= mdma

Curve that music is atrocious.

I just find it funny that you say only ******s/degenerates smoke pot, and then a month later come in here to tell us about your first hard drug experience.

drugs are awesome.

but mostly just mdma

MDMA confirmed awesome. Everyone should try it. Probably safer than extacy overall as well

lol same thing budday. 'Molly' or whatever is supposedly more pure than 'E' but I'd be willing to be that's BS for most dealers. Wouldn't catch me taking a pill from a dealer ever really tbqh because of the extra ****.

Hey everyone, I re-made my jaglawson account after the hacking of 2p2 since it was set up to an email account I can't access anymore. Morbid question...anyone in here had experience with losing a parent to cancer? My dad is out of treatment options (small cell lung cancer, started 16 months ago and treatment went OK til now), probably has weeks to a couple of months to live, and I'm freaking out. Everyone tells me I'm doing things "well" but it just sucks hardcore. Fwiw, girlfriend/friends/family are consistently stepping up when needed.

Christ man, I'm sorry to hear that...I wish the best to you and your family. :/

ecstacy i've only ever heard of referring to pill form. molly i've only ever heard of referring to powder form. i could be wrong, never having made drugs myself, but it's easier to cut bad things into pills than it is bad things into powder. so not entirely the same :P

Listen to this man

You'd be surprised!

Not personally bu my GF lost her dad to Cancer a year or so ago while we were living together (and we moved into her parents place for a few months towards the end to be closer) so I can at least relate somewhat.

In saying that, there is probably little I can say that would help as it is a situation that, for lack of better words, simply sucks. There isn't really a positive spin/silver lining you can put on it.

If you have any questions or want to vent feel free to PM me and I can try to help. In reality though, its just something that you will get through, and no matter how ****ty it seems, every day and every week that passes will be marginally easier, until after a year or so life is ALMOST back to normal.

All the best mate

That's awful news. I haven't gone through that, so I'll keep quiet, but it's worth remembering that it's OK to freak a bit out sometimes.

In Holland our neighbours were just like family to us and the mother died at the age of 45 due to liver cancer and spreading out. Left 2 kids (my age and my lil sisters) and it was terrible. That's 8 years ago now. It's difficult to cope with, esp my mom had ti really hard, but I try to mentaly exclude myself from such feelings. I think talking is the best and there just isn't any way to not have pain.

gl to you and your family jaglawson

Thanks for sharing. This hits on a lot of things that, for me, are really the crux of the issue. With a lot of crappy things in life, I can look to the future and know that things will be better at a certain point (even if that point is years away), and just fixate on that when things were bad. With this situation, I only hope for things to calm down and get better, but I know they will never be better than they were a couple of years ago when my dad was well. Tough pill to swallow (actually, I have no clue how to swallow it). I guess focusing on things eventually slowly settling down is worth considering, but that won't happen until after my dad passes away, so that feels really weird too since that sort of feels like hoping he'll die so my life can get back to normal. This sucks.

How substantially did going through that experience with your girlfriend impact you? Given that you're coming at this from the other side, do you have any ideas on how I can ease the burden on my girlfriend throughout this process? It's sort of wrecking her life too for the time being, and that just doesn't feel fair to me.