hi there
I have been playing poker like 10 years, I studied engineering so I know odds and math of poker, I am also pretty good reading players hand like Daniel neg. if I say may be much better, if I play 1/2 live poker in local casino ac or pa, I will definitely make 5 to 10BI in five to six hours. just last week Friday I was up 1200, Saturday 700, sunday 420, Monday 550, with my first buy in. But I ended up loosing them all plus my money 2000? if I cashed out and go home I have 5000, now I have 0?

My problem is I never cash out, only time I get up and cash out when table closes late nite, then I go to next table so I always keep playing till I run into bad beat like set over set, being tired then playing bad, sometimes I cash out and I go play crabs and blackjack, or if I am up real good I go to 5/5 game, sometimes I play 48 hours without sleeping or eating?

I don't know how to explain but it is something like gambling high gets into me even though I need to money real bad I cant seem to control myself, if I can stop this I love to play poker but I don't know what happens to me after I play 6-7 hours? u guys simply can say get up and cash out after 5 hours but I cant do it I don't know why?

Just stop playing after 6 hours and find something else in life to balance with poker.

You have all the time in the world.

You have a gambling problem or life leak there. Go flip for quarters outside. Play penny slots. IDK man, but if you continue this, you'll just keep playing until you lose it all. Everytime. Cash out after a few hours of play and find some cheap alternative to gamble.

So I decided to find somebody can go to live games to parx, sands, pa and Delaware with me, it is like a friend/backer, make sure I will leave after 6 hours of play and cash out, I will give him 50% of my winnings? so, where can I find such person? I guarantee 15k/month just playing low stakes?