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Originally Posted by sauce123
It's incorrect or at least misleading to say that all successful gamblers are problem gamblers. I think what separates the problem gambler from everyone else is that the problem gambler gets a rush out of losing, as well as a rush out of winning.
Just because we engage in habitual gambling for significant amounts of money and tie our success at poker to our happiness in some way does not mean we are all addicted to gambling. If the above was a definition of addiction, then I am also an addicted student, my mom is an addicted dietician, and my dad is an addicted computer programmer.
Gambling is certainly a more stressful activity than computer programming or being a student, and lends itself to self-destructive behavior. That doesn't mean that everyone who suffers stress caused by habitual gambling is an addicted gambler though.
There's a difference between being addicted to gambling and being a problem gambler. Mainly that the problem gambler generally makes negative expectation bets, gambles with money he can't afford to lose, ends up ruining his finances, and often resorts to desperate means to get money to gamble with. It's one thing to be obsessed with a gambling game, play too long or not be able to stick to limits you set for yourself when you play, and get carried away when you are the midst of a poker session with money you have built up through positive expectation play, it's quite another to max out all your credit cards and gamble with the rent money on a few hands of blackjack at the casino.
Also, just fyi, the theory about problem gamblers getting a rush from losing has been proven false. They've hooked up the brains of problem gamblers to some machine while they are gambling, and they have found that the drama of having a lot riding on something and everything hanging in the balance and the sweat of "almost winning" is what provides the dopamine rush, but immediately after the person realizes they have lost, the chemicals no longer get generated. So while the gambler has gotten their fix when they lose in a way, it is not the losing itself or the "self punishment" that they are getting their rocks off from.
I would say DB is addicted to gambling but I would not say he is a problem gambler, which is the same thing I would say about most successful players. Busting the 6 figure roll and then the 20k roll after is definitely very worrisome, but it's not abnormal for very accomplished and profitable players to get completely sick in the head and make some bad decision while losing / running bad, esp early in their career. I know I've done a ton of work on my mindset and I still get severely sick when I'm stuck unless I'm extremely vigilant.
My advice to DB, I don't think giving up poker permanently is the best option, since you are obv very talented and you don't seem to have any other good prospects, but I do think you need to do a lot of work on the mental side of the game, put precautions in place, and get perspective on the value of money. I would advise getting some $10/h job and working at it full time for a month, or even just a week. I think when you realize how long it can take to make money in the real world, it will give you much more respect for when you playing at mid and high stakes games and are tilting or considering moving up stakes to chase. When you do start playing again, I would advise keeping the absolute minimum you need to grind with online, and frequently cashing out, as having too much $ in your acct available to gamble with while losing has proved to be your downfall on 2 separate occasions. You should also consider reading/listening to some Jared Tendler / Tommy Angelo type mindset advice stuff if you haven't already.
And from a life perspective, I agree that you should prob seek out some professional help, but moreover, you should try to get yourself out there and meet new people (I think the college advice people suggested might be good advice solely for the fact you'll be forced to be out among other people), exercise as much as possible, eat very healthy, and try to force yourself to focus on your breathing and smile and laugh as much as possible. I know all these things will seem extremely daunting atm since you report being very depressed, but if you are able to consistently do them, trust me, you'll feel a ton better.
I feel your pain though man and hope things get better for you. I've been in the same type of mental state as you many times in my life, if you feel like talking with me more about this stuff feel free to add me on skype. GL
Edit: Also just wanted to say there's a ton of great advice from others in this thread, and think it's great we have such a smart and supportive community here. I think madscientist in the above post has very good suggestions that I completely agree with, esp avoiding substances while feeling lousy.
Last edited by crashwhips; 11-08-2011 at 07:54 PM.