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Originally Posted by AnonymousTextField
Looks like the under on 6 weeks with cheerleader is good! We had an odd date Thursday where, being a bit too drunk, at one point I asked if she wanted leave. We worked through the issue, she stayed over for the night and we spent hours ****ing but her general attitude toward me definitely changed.
Look man, after 600 posts of pure insane fear that dribbled out in various dysfunctional ways, it's been really nice to see that you're a very sane and functional person. Don't do the dumb thing now and go back to your old ways. And definitely don't go back to alcohol, which it seems is the cause of all your problems here. You'd stopped drinking, remember?
The shine goes off people when they do stupid things, especially men. It doesn't mean it's the end. It just means that people pull back a little while they recalibrate. If she likes you, and you don't freak out and create a self fulfilling prophecy, odds are she will forgive/forget and you'll have an even better relationship. Girls are very good at forgiving and forgetting for guys they like and who like them. Proof that you can change is key amongst that, and you're reverting back to old ways.
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Normally I receive a text a few hours after we spend time saying she had fun or whatever but this time there was nothing. I sent one later in the evening saying I had a good time, apologizing for getting too drunk and saying I like her (which is something we've been doing thru text). No response. Since I was with my son this weekend and bored, I called her a few hours after my text... no answer. I went to sleep pretty confused as this was a break from our normal interaction; normally she would text or call before going to bed no matter the time or what she was up to. I woke up to a text from her stamped 7AM where she mentioned what she was doing that evening, what she was up to the next day, that I have no reason to apologize, etc.
You looked like an ass, I assume, then compounded it with fear. That's extremely unattractive. She's just needing a bit of space to recalibrate. She's recalibrating because she likes you. Don't push it here. You seem like a decent and well rounded person. Just learn to keep the panic down and the need for perfection down. They don't serve your interests well. You're the poster boy for the maxim: you have nothing to fear but fear itself.
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Though we worked through whatever idiocy I displayed while a bit too intoxicated
There's no need to "work through it" together. Man up, learn a lesson and move on. It's all about how she feels, not about you maintain controlling or holding the seams together. Fix the problem from her end instead of offloading your own fears. Flowers or a little gift are a great start.
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and she explained that she doesn't hold grudges... the vibe I got on our last date was completely different. I should also mention that she made it pretty clear that she and I are not in a relationship and, when I kinda pushed the issue, she said something about trying to lock her down as a girlfriend.
Of course it was different. Didn't you say she had an alcoholic husband? Way to differentiate yourself, douchebag. All you need to do is pull it together, be a little less fearful, and work on not doing it again.
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We ended our last "date" set to get together near her place Sunday, but it's to hang out at some festival with her friends and sister.
This is good. A little light social interaction without the full on one-on-one is a good way to recalibrate the relationship after an incident like this. Girls don't invite men they've gone cold on to family gatherings.
She's concerned. You just need to show you get it - and that it's not about you - and everything will be fine.
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Given the shift in her behavior, if she responds to my last text I'm pretty sure I'm going to bail on the date.
You're doing nothing here but creating a self fulfilling prophecy.
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If it were just her and I, I'd do it, but given my uncertainties and sense that something changed hanging with her social group is the last thing I want to do.
Man up and do it. You're not going into war. You have to learn the skill to do what you don't want to and be good at it. Turning a less than favorable situation to your advantage is a very valuable skill, this is an opportunity to learn to do it whether you break up with her or not.
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Also, I'm not happy that I've been drinking more and, because I like her, acting weird... it's just not worth it.
Under is gonna be good methinks.
Way to talk yourself out a relationship you like that isn't even on the rocks. You need a bunch less pride and a bunch more openness to learning new skills.