"maybe average an hour a week. I've been playing for years, just not much, or overall well"
I started playing poker as a kid with parents and family that were Vegas junket addicts
One slight problem was it was all 7stud
I sat for my first hold em game when I was 35. A visiting friend actually used the floor people at Binion's Horseshoe to "bully" me into sitting down!
I had read many books but it was like reading a book about driving an auto.
You just had to go do it to truly learn.
Of course I got bit and my learning sessions were 8-12+ hours a day. A few times I'd run 36 hour marathons.
Man did I learn a ton.
Now you could be a better learner than me but putting in 52 hours a year isn't that much poker.
Even Brunson admits "these internet kids" have a lot more experience because they've seen more hands in such a shorter time frame than live players with the same amount of "time".
It's all about situations and how you react to them and that equates to one thing. Hands played/observed.
You need that experience to apply what you've learned/are learning.
A book I have from Ken Warren gives you instruction then tells you to go play that lesson and progresses through the game lesson by lesson.
My suggestion would be to use proper bank roll management (BRM), which your 10 buy-ins (BI's) is below the standard.
Then start putting in the time. It is truly the only way one will learn about the game.
I'm going through this with the transition of live to online.
I'm back to paying my dues, to learn online poker.
Not that I think I wasn't still learning poker at the felt, but in my humble opinion (IMHO) I knew more about live play than online play!