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Originally Posted by MrFeelNothin
I couldn't resist needling him yesterday but I too feel aggo's posts have value. It is always good to have different points of view. Could he be a little less bitter? Sure.
But ultimately Kazuya comes off very thin-skinned. If you can't handle contrarian views it makes me question your theses.
Oh, It turns out I'm definitely too thin skinned for online posting. That's a truth I'll admit and I should just end the post right here but I'll use this quickly as my last off-topic ramble:
I played HSNL cash games for years and did quite well against my peers. For those who haven't played, the beauty of poker (more specifically, shorthanded poker) is if you thought one thing and your opponent thought the other, words would be typed by both parties into a chatbox and you could just play heads-up, throw thousands of dollars around on these beliefs and ultimately decide who was right. That
immediate feedback system fed back to you about your ability to judge an edge (which in poker is most pure in heads-up format) is truly amazing and humbling at the same time and pretty much the only thing I miss about the game (unlike in cryptos which will take years to show). My strongest results was hu/shorthanded for this reason alone because frankly I'm good at seeing these things.
The best thing that experience instilled in me is always having direct accountability for your words/actions/beliefs. I'll never post in this thread, buy this, that sucks, etc, without the full weight of my conviction behind it. As uncool as it is to admit, it's genuinely bothersome to me that people can throw out opinions/thoughts with zero substance and not even have the conviction to back them up in any meaningful way (pride/$/or otherwise). Yes, this is an online forum and everyone is anonymous as well as Kazuya don't take this online **** serious, but personally I absolutely love the idea that if I'm wrong, I'm going to lose a ton of my own money (or the respect of my peers). That accountability sharpens and focuses me and makes me see things with clarity. Switch the word money with pride, principals, whatever, that's just how I always do things and wouldn't want it any other way. And on the times I get it wrong in the past, I'll always own it and use it as an opportunity to grow.
But life is not a game of poker and that mindset can come across as very combative and childish in an online forum. I'm very aware I'm in a minority of people who think in a framework like the above and I shouldn't come down on people as hard as I do online because that just makes me not only an ass but a bully (neither of which is true, at least in real life). If my posting has struck a chord like that to anyone, including even the few posters I've called out, I do apologize for that with sincerity because I definitely don't come across like that in real life so I have no excuse to do it online. In any future posts I make, I'll make an effort to not have that showcased through my words.
Last edited by Kazuya; 06-21-2017 at 12:35 AM.