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Originally Posted by chinz
Foldemlow:
I'm not denying anything you said, just wanted to say that Kelopuro is probably not the best (most extreme) example of devastating downswing breaking player's confidence... He is still doing really well, despite not playing nosebleeds against best players in the world.
Yes, you're right. I hit a really bad downswing (proportional to my BR) recently and was very surprised at how much it affected me psychologically, so I'm probably more emotionally involved in the subject than I should be; sorry for overreacting.
I think that when you've been as high as Lars has, playing 10/20 on euro sites is similar to a UFC champion going back to beating up 6th grade bullies.
The way I felt when it happened to me was that something had broken in my brain, chemically speaking, just as you would rip a muscle or tendon/ligament.
I think some of these psychological shocks can be so harsh on the psyche that you never fully recover from the trauma and are always more fragile afterwards than you were before it happened, just as you'd never fully recover from an extremely bad ligament/tendon rupture, etc...
I think that because the brain is a lot less tangible from most people's perspectives, they don't think of it this way, but I think there's actually no difference in how harshly either can be damaged in terms of traumatic impact.
Because it's something that's now happened to me, albeit on a smaller scale, this type of phenomenon is much more integrated in my perception of the game.
As such, I truly feel bad for guys like Lars, who clearly got hurt beyond what he could handle at that level of competition.
On the other hand, I understand better the incredible level of resilience of someone like Blom, who's borderline not human in that respect.