Good afternoon to everyone. My post reply isn't about this post I hope you don't mind that. I have been trying to figure out how to put my own post up but have yet to find out how or I think I'm not allowed to because I'm new to the website. In any case my reply is about poker and the website bovada. Since 2005 when I first saw a game of poker I got hooked. I wanted to be like the people I saw. Make money off a game that sounded like fun. So I practiced for years and saved up as much as I could to play online atleat till I was old enough to go to casinos and just try it out. 2013 i was 18 years old. I Saved up 800. I practiced for years and thought I was ready to play with real money. I had highs and lows but at the end I double my profit. My mistake was not managing my money. I shouldn't have played at such high stakes game. A dark hand came and thats where I lost it all. Two hands actually. Flopped a set of 3s (i had two 3s in my hand) and one on flop. Guy raises and calls me all in just to get a one outer J to beat me. Then I made a full house while another guy had quads. I'm left with 30.00. I been trying to get it back but its been close to impossible because i keep stumbling back to 30.00. I'll probably be called an idiot and its ok cause I know I am. Spent the last couple of months just analyzing over thinking why did i invest my money that I saved for years in a gamble game? I made a mistake. Now all I want is to undo my mistake and get my money back. But I really can't do it alone. Many will overlook this some might even take advantage of me others might laugh, but I really got nothing to lose. I'm looking for a friend who can help me get my money back as a favor. I know you might think you will do all the handwork and i just sit back and relax.. No. What ever you make after you help me out is yours to keep. Or i really don't know how would I thank someone who can help me. But if someone is good at poker and thinks they can help me out please let me know.. What I once thought could help me move out from the place I am living in has turned into a nightmare of me losing what took me years to save. I can't think of anything to say or express how stupid I feel for what i did. I just want a chance. Someone to help me. Everyday I try to do as many good deeds as I can and avoid anything bad just to see if karma comes back with a gift of goodness. Like i said this is a stretch and I look pathetic for asking but just hope anyone can help me. Someone who wouldn't mind just turning the few money I have left to what I started out with in bovada. The rest you can keep I don't care. So to everyone who read this thank you. My apologizes to everyone who came to this thread for the topic it was initially about and stumbled upon my post. To the original person who posted this thread I'm sorry. And to everyone who will want to laugh, insult me go ahead I deserve it. I spent many months calling myself every word imaginable and questioning who I am and why I did what I did.

Good afternoon to everyone. My post or thread is about the Internet Poker website Bovada. I hope you don't mind that. Since 2005 when I first saw a game of poker I got hooked. I wanted to be like the people I saw. Make money off a game that sounded like fun. So I practiced for years and saved up as much as I could to play online atleat till I was old enough to go to casinos and just try it out. 2013 i was 18 years old. I Saved up 800. I practiced for years and thought I was ready to play with real money. I had highs and lows but at the end I double my profit. My mistake was not managing my money. I shouldn't have played at such high stakes game. A dark hand came and thats where I lost it all. Two hands actually. Flopped a set of 3s (i had two 3s in my hand) and one on flop. Guy raises and calls me all in just to get a one outer J to beat me. Then I made a full house while another guy had quads. I'm left with 30.00. I been trying to get it back but its been close to impossible because i keep stumbling back to 30.00. I'll probably be called an idiot and its ok cause I know I am. Spent the last couple of months just analyzing over thinking why did i invest my money that I saved for years in a gamble game? I made a mistake. Now all I want is to undo my mistake and get my money back. But I really can't do it alone. Many will overlook this some might even take advantage of me others might laugh, but I really got nothing to lose. I'm looking for a friend who can help me get my money back as a favor. I know you might think you will do all the handwork and i just sit back and relax.. No. What ever you make after you help me out is yours to keep. Or i really don't know how would I thank someone who can help me. But if someone is good at poker and thinks they can help me out please let me know.. What I once thought could help me move out from the place I am living in has turned into a nightmare of me losing what took me years to save. I can't think of anything to say or express how stupid I feel for what i did. I just want a chance. Someone to help me. Everyday I try to do as many good deeds as I can and avoid anything bad just to see if karma comes back with a gift of goodness. Like i said this is a stretch and I look pathetic for asking but just hope anyone can help me. Someone who wouldn't mind just turning the few money I have left to what I started out with in bovada. The rest you can keep I don't care. So to everyone who read this thank you. My apologizes to everyone who might feel as though i wasted their time with self putty and non sense but I really just had to give it a try. And to everyone who will want to laugh, insult me go ahead I deserve it. I spent many months calling myself every word imaginable and questioning who I am and why I did what I did.

must be a friend of a nigerian prince.

Stopped reading at "Good afternoon"

Get a job, will earn your $800 back in a couple weeks. You can play poker the rest of your life.

To the above comment. I do have a job. I have two. Work during the day and at nights. I also attend community college in the afternoon. Thats not the point. I just want to find someone who I can learn from. Pretty hard to describe. But in simple words I want to learn how to get back up with the few money I have left. In addition it's not like you will do it for free cause who does these things for free. Look at this way. For you it'll be play money since its not your money. IF you can get it back up I wouldn't know what to say and be thankful. If you lose i wouldn't mind because if I played I would have lost it too.. after helping me I will pay you back. or the rest of the money you make you keep I could careless. So think of it as play money after you help me w.e else you make its yours so you just profited off someone else. Atleast that's the way I see it you profited off someone else's chips. To the first comment. Nigerian prince was uncalled for though acceptable. I knew writing this from the beginning was going to get me a lot of comments making funny of me and I accept it. So if you want to add more to your nigerian comment go ahead. Go nuts.

To the above comment. I do have a job. I have two. Work during the day and at nights. I also attend community college in the afternoon. Thats not the point. I just want to find someone who I can learn from. Pretty hard to describe. But in simple words I want to learn how to get back up with the few money I have left. In addition it's not like you will do it for free cause who does these things for free. Look at this way. For you it'll be play money since its not your money. IF you can get it back up I wouldn't know what to say and be thankful. If you lose i wouldn't mind because if I played I would have lost it too.. after helping me I will pay you back. or the rest of the money you make you keep I could careless. So think of it as play money after you help me w.e else you make its yours so you just profited off someone else. Atleast that's the way I see it you profited off someone else's chips. To the first comment. Nigerian prince was uncalled for though acceptable. I knew writing this from the beginning was going to get me a lot of comments making funny of me and I accept it. So if you want to add more to your nigerian comment go ahead. Go nuts.

Any more comments you want to add hurtful, funny to you, sarcasm or insults your more than welcome to.

Ok. Do not take this the wrong way:


1.You will NOT succeed in poker without Bankroll Management. 50 Buy-In roll minimum for your stake.
2.Learn from others here. Post hands, etc.
3.Google the Variance Calculator, and you'll realize how ridiculous it is to complain about one hand, or even a 10,000 hand losing stretch for that matter.

Maybe then you will see poker for what it truly is.

AND FOR *****'s SAKE USE PARAGRAPHS!

GLGL