Let me kick this off by saying that I have been a rec player for a little while but mostly as a hobby rather than trying to make a living off of poker! However, I am more and more convinced that now I have a solid foundation that I am able to win consistently at the tables, BUT (big BUT) only if I could somehow manage to force myself to play.
See, I love playing not because I get the urge to play cards or something -- that part is actually pretty boring as I see it as some typist kind of job that's all too repetitive, for my game selection that is -- but because I have recently picked up my IB HL Maths book and decided to study variance and standard deviation in order to handle the swings.
My sample size is 'round 10k-ish SnGs, with an average ROI of 5%, which definitively tells me I am winning. Yet it's taken me very long (over two years) to get to this kind of sample size. I wanted to get a rough idea if my game is good enough (it could be better but remember I am a rec).
So in short, the math is behind me. And instead of encouraging me to play more, I can't seem to get in the habit of putting more volume daily (even when I have the time). I just can't. I don't know why but I've built up some kind of nasty habit of only playing a fixed amount of tournaments and I would like to see if I can get to this long-term faster without being affected by burnout when I do manage to play for longer period of times.
So I would like to hear from some experienced players who have done this as a part-time or full-time job...how were you able to keep grinding each day, full-on without being affected by rapid swings?
P.S. I am not results-oriented and never was, but the very nature of poker and its repetitiveness is killing me.


