I understand it's unlucky and I'm fine with any kind of bad beat. But when I think of the math here my shove might not make sense to me. However, I'm trying to tend to be less nitty and more aggressive in my play because I think that's +EV. I don't know how to run the calculations but this is how I think about it:
If I shove and everybody folds I gain 300 chips (1.5bb's). If I shove and get called I'm usually behind, but sometimes a hand like KQ suited or lower pocket pairs call and I'm fine with that. If I shove and run into KK, QQ, or JJ I'm still ~30% to win so that's ok considering my stack size. Lastly, if I fold I don't lose any chips and will hopefully find a better spot throughout the next orbit.
Is there some program that can help me work on the math aspect of this, so that if I can assign people ranges I can determine if a shove is +EV or not? And if so, I pray that program is free