1) what's 432,441 = in real life numbers
2) where they all aisan?
3) why was so easy?

Btw I'm just genuinely curious about these things, I'm not implying anything, nor do I have plans to move to SE Asia, or bang random chics in the near future (long term relationships ftl)

multiple people just said you are the best player on cereus. then i look at your tableratings graph and its hard for me to feel bad for you. u'll be ok, you always are.

You cant see what therapy will do for you because you are still in your own mind.

Your thoughts which analyze your thoguhts are still part of the same mind suffering from the same problems.

You've hardwired your brain over the past 20+ years to think the way you do, it takes a LOT of work to undo the negative thinking...

The process is slow and gradual, and is a very much, 2 steps forward 1 step back, 2 step forwards process so being results oriented is difficult.

You can never think your way out of your own mind, you have to interact with the world and together with action work to change yourself. This is what therapy does. I guarntee there are people who are WAY more messed up than you who've found inner peace through years of therapy.


ps
http://www.pokertableratings.com/overview/heartpunch

is the second sexyiest most consistant table ratings graph ive seen..

zzeiglers being the first

I admire people like you and tryptamean so much who've worked so hard with the rest of the 2p2 community to improve tenfold as a player, by posting hands and working with the community to enhance your thinking about the game.
You should approach your psychology like you have your game, use other people to help you.

Nina
I'm sure that longrun will give you what you deserve

BOC
Ouch

Johnny
Ouch, love the attitude tho

Oink
Nh, sounds like the perfect danish xmas

Poker Stars $1/$2 Limit Hold'em - 6 players
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Pre Flop: (1.5 SB) Hero is CO with K K
2 folds, Hero raises, 1 fold, SB 3-bets, 1 fold, Hero caps!, SB calls

Flop: (9 SB) 3 5 3 (2 players)
SB bets, Hero raises, SB 3-bets, Hero caps!, SB calls

Turn: (8.5 BB) 4 (2 players)
SB bets, Hero raises, SB 3-bets, Hero caps!, SB calls

River: (16.5 BB) A (2 players)
SB bets all in, Hero calls

SB has AdTd obv.

lol

Poker Stars $10/$20 Limit Hold'em - 6 players
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Pre Flop: (1.5 SB) Hero is BTN with K K
3 folds, Hero raises, GJM1 calls, cpnemofish calls

Flop: (6 SB) Q 9 J (3 players)
GJM1 checks, cpnemofish checks, Hero bets, GJM1 folds, cpnemofish raises, Hero calls

Turn: (5 BB) 3 (2 players)
cpnemofish bets, Hero raises, cpnemofish calls

River: (9 BB) 8 (2 players)
cpnemofish checks, Hero bets, cpnemofish raises, Hero calls

Final Pot: 13 BB
Hero mucks K K
cpnemofish shows 8 3 (two pair, Eights and Threes)
cpnemofish wins 12.85 BB
(Rake: $3.00)

Should have 3bet flop btw.

It suits LHE just fine .

fyp

I don't know. I used to have a number figured out for how many girls I banged in my life (it was like 19 or something, I was a slow starter) but after the last 6 months I have no idea anymore. I'd estimate around 25-40 different girls in 7 months, not counting BJs.

Yes. I was in Asia so ldo. Didn't meet that many non asian chicks.

In Thailand the reality of the situation is that any white dude has at least 20x the earning potential of any Thai dude so we attract the sort of girls that want money. So a lot of them were "compensated" in some way.

I did the horny farang thing at first and went to the tittie bars where there was plenty of pussy for $$$ on offer, but then I tried some of the normal clubs and bars and picked up "normal" girls but I found out pretty fast that most of them expected you to give them a little something for their troubles the day after, be it a nice dinner and a trip to the shopping mall (where you pay for everything ldo) or "taxi money". It was all unspoken though and some girls told me explicitly that they didn't want any money.

In japan the economic gap isn't a factor but you just go to the places where the girls who dig gaijin go and it's like shooting fish in a barrel.

cool stuff Wolf. What's gaijin?

foreigners, incl americans

yeah im kinda back and forth on it... Whenever i am on it (not necessarily stoned) i don't feel like playing as much as usual, i eat/drink more obv, usually gain a bit of weight and it's just not good for poker imo. That being said i enjoy it and don't like living w/o it. It is my new years resolution to quit.

lol. poor nina. most suck to run a 4.0+ bb/100 and win 115K in 4 months. rough life

4bb/100 includes huhu and NL. My actual winrate is only about 2bb/100. At 30/60+, my WR isn't all that impressive. Now I don't win at all though. Mostly because this stuff happens all day :


Party Poker $15.00/$30.00 Limit Hold'em - 6 players
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Pre Flop: (1.667 SB) Hero is MP with A 4
1 fold, Hero raises, CO calls, BTN calls, SB calls, BB calls

Flop: (10 SB) 7 6 9 (5 players)
SB checks, BB checks, Hero bets, CO calls, BTN raises, SB folds, BB folds, Hero 3-bets, CO folds, BTN calls

Turn: (8.5 BB) 6 (2 players)
Hero bets, BTN raises, Hero 3-bets, BTN calls

River: (14.5 BB) A (2 players)
Hero bets, BTN raises, Hero calls

Final Pot: 18.5 BB
Hero shows A 4
BTN shows A 6
BTN wins 18.4 BB
(Rake: $3.00)


Party Poker $50.00/$100.00 Limit Hold'em - 6 players
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Pre Flop: (1.5 SB) Hero is SB with J J
UTG raises, 2 folds, BTN 3-bets, Hero caps!, 1 fold, UTG calls, BTN calls

Flop: (13 SB) T 9 T (3 players)
Hero bets, UTG calls, BTN raises, Hero calls, UTG calls

Turn: (9.5 BB) 9 (3 players)
Hero checks, UTG checks, BTN bets, Hero calls, UTG folds

River: (11.5 BB) J (2 players)
Hero checks, BTN bets, Hero raises, BTN 3-bets, Hero caps!, BTN calls

Final Pot: 19.5 BB
BTN shows Q K
Hero shows J J
BTN wins 19.47 BB
(Rake: $3.00)

Yes, I'm aware my 4 bet is bad.

Woooo Im finally Supernova

Wait, how do you play on Party Poker?

i got the hands from HEM. one is ftp one is ap but it reads them as party.

Does bb = bigblinds or bigbets? If its the latter then nobody should take your whining seriously imho. Winning >4 BB / 100 whether its at nl or HUHU is pretty good when its not your main game, as well as having a 2 BB/100 at 6 max in tough mid stakes games.

Even if it is bigblinds its still impressive imo.

[] tough midstakes games.

I never complained about running bad at NL. I'm allowed to win there for some reason.

Sry to be the dick (naah, not really I enjoy it).

Nina, get over yourself!

So you make 2BB/100 at 5/10 through 15/30 at sites with good rakeback and incentives deals. So what is that 3-3.5BB/100? wow! poor you!!

I think your whining is ridiculous and you have no reason to be upset. Judging from the CEREUS thread you are a helluva player and its just a matter of time before you make a good run at 30, 50 and 100.

If you dont realize why your whining is silly you prolly have other issues that needs work - ie I agree with Heisenborg

I'´ll be in Vegas from March 14 to the 28th. I'm certainly up for some degenerate gambling if some of you are there too.

Yeah i'm with oink guys, not to be mean but can we stop have everyone all over nina? It's clear this is just to get an ego boost to get out of like 10k breakeven stretch or w/e, sorry not trying to be mean.

i was gonna say somethin like oink but i think it's more acceptable from a veteran poster pls keep your head up nina.. i wish i was you