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Originally Posted by Brocky
First of all I would just like to mention that my mate Jay (Adversity) was brought into this because we shared a PGC thread. I only know him through 2p2 and he had no involvement whatsoever in what happened here.
Secondly, I would just like to apologise to Xereles for my actions. He's a really nice guy and I couldn't regret more what i've done. Not only because of the impact that it's had on my reputation and name, but I was given a great opportunity which I royally screwed up. I made a massive mistake, but I would like to point out that other well known people in this forum have made mistakes in their past and have earned respect back/been given a second chance (not that this is what I am asking for). I have terrible BRM and I tilt easily (not so much at the tables, but with the stakes i'm playing). I lost Xereles' $4500 playing MTTs which I shouldn't have been playing and I accept that I owe him this. My lack of contact with him over the past week has been down to me obviously trying to win it back.
I'm not really too fussed about the personal information of mine being posted on here. Xereles has my address and if he really wanted to, he could send somebody round to my house, but i'm skint, so there really would be little point of that. My plan is to pay Xereles back in instalments over time (and I will contact him directly to discuss this with him), but it may take weeks/months/whatever because I just don't have the money to pay him at the present time.
I'd just like to point out that I never actually set out with the intention of scamming Xereles, but I am sure that there are people that can relate to the scenario that people who have problems with gambling lose all of their rationality and make decisions that you wouldn't comprehend under normal circumstances. I would just like to reiterate that I am sorry for my actions and I would like a chance to put things right over time, given the opportunity.
This is a good start. If you make good on your word, and, I think, some reimbursement for Xereles's trouble, you deserve respect at least for facing what you've done. I wish for both of you this resolves well.
Xereles is a nice guy, and it'd suck to have his willingness to offer help/staking result in something like this. gl.
Oh, and fwiw, playing a 1k is fairly clearly a desperate attempt to get unstuck. At least I, and a lot of HU players I know have had those impulses. It's pretty bad, and he's responsible, but it happens.