What's up guys? Hope everyone's had a decent grind in May. I can't believe 5 months of the year are already down.
I've managed to have my first ever winning month at 25z, although only by a tiny margin (1EVbb/100), and the graph is super ugly...
The start of the month I experience a brief upswing then a monster downswing. I think I've realised that my mental game was lacking severely over a really significant period of time due to running so bad when I started there. This caused me to play too passively, as well as just play poorly in lots of spots in general. I really feel I have managed to improve in this area in the latter half of this month.
To focus on a positive note - I feel I am playing with much more confidence and consistency over my last 35k hands at 25z. I am definitely running well in both card distribution and AIEV over this sample, but I really feel I have managed to stablilise a bit at this stake finally, and all lines have finally been heading in the right direction for a decent period.
Graph of last 35k only:
Maybe it's pointless and delusional to focus in on a smaller sample where I am doing well, but as it is the latest chunk of hands I've played, it's somewhat reassuring to see that I am doing at least a few things right compared to a few weeks ago.
I am definitely still far from a confirmed winner at 25z, but I feel confident that I'm at least improving. I can happily state that I am SO much better at the game than when I started this thread in January. From anything to analysing flop textures, ranges or even just knowing what I'm supposed to be trying to learn in order to improve, my understanding in almost every area has improved immensely.
Have played a very high amount of hands during this challenge compared to how much I've studied away from the tables. Slowly improving in this aspect, but got a long way to go.
Shout out to anyone who has posted in this thread with encouragement and advice so far, plus everyone else who has looked over hands I've sent them etc.
I'm still struggling pretty hard, and I'm not very satisfied with my results so far, but I couldn't be more encouraged to keep going at the moment. This game is so challenging and I'm determined not to give up.
GLGL in June to you all.
Bankroll:
$1200