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Originally Posted by munlochi
Butterfly,
Do you think you can talk a little about the psychological effects of the game on you?
I've been following your thread for a while it actually inspired me to start playing again. Ran a non existent roll up in 1/2 $300 max game up to $4400, 14 winning sessions, 1 loss. Took a shot in 2/5 $1000 max game and lost 1k. Now I have two things that are consuming me the non desire to play and the thought that lost is how its always going to be.
I know this **** isn't true but was wondering how you deal with setbacks? It's weird those first 15 sessions. I would literally play everything hand by hand and never get ahead of myself but now it seems like there is this giant wall blocking my mind from playing my game.
Confidence definitely got rattled and probably magnified because it was a game outside of my normal comfort zone.
I'm a Chicago player (Horseshoe Hammond, Majestic, Blue Chip)
Thanks again for always posting.
Don't b discouraged at all! I clearly remember the first time I lost $1k playing poker and it was awful! I thought about all things I cd hv done w that money. Now it has happened so many times it ain't nothing but a thang. It's inevitable, big losses will happen.
What u experienced is just some bad variance. No big deal. The way u beat variance is just keep showing up. Volume beats variance in the long run. Also don't worry about day-to-day sessions. Assess ur play week to week, month to month, year to year. Nobody can win every day, or every week. But if u can book solid months, solid years; then that's all that matters. It sounds like u book a solid $3400 (4400-$1k), that's awesome. Take pride in the positives!
Yes, I get discouraged too. The times I get 1, 2, or 3 outed for huge pots it will take me a couple days to recover. What tilts me more than bad beats is bad mistakes. I rather play gd and get bad beated than make costly mistakes. I hv made sm horrible calls this year, and those usually take a couple days to get over as well. I still remember paying off "tight bob" w my QQ knowing he wd only 3bet pre w KK or AA couple weeks ago. And also giving "classy Jim" $400 otr last week. I even remember bad calls I made last year!! Those mistakes haunt me, but I just hv to suck it up and move on. My main concern is booking winning months and making that cheddar.
I been in the same exact spot as u! When the confidence drops, u don't feel like playing, and hv thoughts of just quitting altogether. Actually, I believe everyone on here has. Poker is such a mental struggle! It's very painful on the psyche at times! But u hv to take the gd w the bad. It's a game for the head strong.
I handle the bad moments different ways/different times. Sometimes I will take a day off, play some tennis, or smthing else fun and enjoy life. There r so many things I'm thankful for, and I won't let a big losing session will bring me down (to terribly bad).
Other times, I may just jump back on the horse, and get back to the felt. It is VERY important to block out the negativity (past losing sesh) when u play. Just stay the course, play every hand the best u can play it, and don't ever tilt!!
Winning cures everything!
Setbacks will happen along the way to achieving success. I handle these setbacks by reminding myself it can always be worse! I will find the positives in my life, and remind myself of the things I'm thankful for.
I wd take ur stats all day long! U say u won $4400 and lost $1k = +$3400 is awesome. Sounds like a gd formula to me! I also respect u took a shot. Who cares if it didn't go gd, u showed heart! Go back to grinding the 1/2 again, build it up, and take another shot when it's right for u. Or if the 2/5 is just too stressful, then just stick w 1/2. Life is about living in zen. One of the big reasons I did the $40k challenge playing just 1/2 last year was primarily it was less stress and a more zenful life. Those big games can b very stressful.
Best of luck,
Rayz