bragged about upswing and got ****ed big time
FUUUUUUUUUU NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
My shot at 5's was not succesfull, played 2 sessions 1st was losing session of 6 or 7 games and second winning session of 2 or 3 bi's. Decided to move down then, and played for 7 hrs. I think i havn't finished in 1st place even once out of close to 100 games, bit of ****. 35bi's down loooooooooooooooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllll llllll FU NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Wan't to run like i was running this morning again, i should write more about my thought's when i run good and have my head clear so in situations like this i could read it and understand abit what is going through my head. So intense losing streak i dunno if i will be able to get any sleep. Will try to and back to grind tomorow.