July update
Hey, a bit late with the July update as I was away for a bit, but better late than never.
Started with: 750EUR
Currently: 1400EUR
Profit from Tables: 395.95 USD
Fish buffet: 108 USD
Leaderboards C$: 37.5 USD
Flipout C$: 94.89 USD
Total: 636.34 USD
While I did profit over 650EUR (For some reason I had a bit more in balance, might have missed something. Also withdrew a little rounding down to 1.4k), I am very disappointed with my play and results.
Also very disappointed in my discipline and work ethic, bought both GTOW premium and RIO essential and barely spent any time with them and that reflects in my results. Didn't even start making the flop game plan I had in mind with the goals I specified initially.
July graph for all stakes:
25NL R&C:
50NL Reg:
Results by stake:
While I felt like I am actually playing quite good, the graph shows a different picture. Running very good with being above EV, but super disappointed with the EV results.
You might have noticed that I switched from 25NL R&C to 50NL reg tables at some point. I decided to do so after reading advice from various people who've gone through the stakes and a lot of them have said that if they could go back in time they would just go with reg tables only, and I can attest to that. The reg tables at 50NL GG are super soft, a lot more whales who are happy to give away and fishes and weak regs. While I did notice the massive difference in the field I still produced quite bad results compared to what I expected.
To become an "expert" at poker like any other field requires work and dedication to study, which I unfortunately lacked. So if I want to move to decent stakes and be profitable I have to work just as much if not harder than the good regs there.
Also ever since 9th of July I've taken just 2 days off from grinding online and 0 days off from anything poker related, even when I had the 2 days off I still either played some tournament live or had my mind in some other way occupied with poker such as reading forums, watching videos related to poker etc and I felt the results of that at the very end of the month. One of my last sessions I ran into AA > KK twice and KK > AKs in the span of about 3 min and lost all 3 stacks and I immediately closed all my tables and had to really fight the urge to go and play in 100NL tables to make it back, which was the very first real crack to my mental game that I saw. Thankfully I avoided the higher tables that I was very much underrolled and likely underskilled to play at. Which I am happy about.
Positives:
- Still quite strong at mental game with only one iffy moment
- Happy with my volume especially at the 50NL reg. Started on 21st July and played almost 17k hands till end of month.
- Started playing 3 R&C tables for the 25NL portion and 6 reg tables for the 50NL portion.
- Satisfied with my workout regime, only missed one workout in July since making the thread.
- Profit
Negatives:
- Super lazy and lacking work ethic. Didn't complete any of my short term goals I had for July. Very disappointed in that.
- Barely any study and the "study" I did was quite lazy such as passive video watching.
- Still fked up sleep times (Sleep at ~7AM and wake up ~4PM)
- Pretty much always feeling tired and lacking any motivation to do anything other than scrolling social media and binging video after video on Youtube.
- Minor signs of poker burnout.
With that in mind I need to get my sh*t together and get to work if I want to achieve something. So I will use the same short term goals I had and try to achieve them in August:
- Finish reading "The Inner Game of Tennis"
- Actually start to structure my game by developing a default strategy for different flop textures
- Diving more in depth into XR
Especially focusing on the flop game plan point.
Also I've noticed that I am quite a fish when it comes to playing against fish and other weak players. I am trying to play too fancy vs them and apply too much GTO logic to it, if that makes sense. But most of the time they are playing quite obvious and face up. So I want to improve on playing against fish as well.
Also a fish when it comes to playing against Chinese players, I can never seem to understand what they're doing ahaha.
Also considering visiting a doctor and implementing cardio workouts such as running or anything else to help my lazy ass.
Last edited by Kinsley333; 08-05-2024 at 04:50 PM.