Your roll isnt even big enough for the 1.20sngs, so like i said play 2nl and work your way up by playing very boring abc poker which wins money. Not calling 3 bets oop with aj.

I realise I sound like a d*** but that's just my view on things.

No no, it's cool but.


A) I'm winning player, 120k hands @nl10 and I'm still up like 50bi's okay... And I'm running like 20bi under EV last 40k hands + sick setups.
B) all hands @ nl20 running under EV about 13bi but winnings BE
C) Ongame doesn't have NL2
D) I won't never ever play NLHE under NL10


but okay.

214/500 SnG's completed

I'm running 37,000 Chips Under EV, is it MUCH OR NOT? IS IT LIKE VERY USUAL DOWNSWING OR MEDIUM ONE? Someone answer please who plays these sng's





Roll: 25$, I have raked about 50$, I try to rake more 50$ without going busto then I get +40$ rakeback... I won't do nothing but grind, take a pause, grind, take a pause, these f-ucks still haven't send my welfare check, f-uckers... So no money for gym atm.


Btw it's very hard to focus and stay calm and think that I can make it. It's like 50-50, I think all the time, yea, you start winning these 1.20$ and build back to 50$ then back to 100$ etc... I can do it I can do it, but then other half of myself thinks, f-uck these stupid rigged d-ick sucking under EV runnings games, get back to the streets, and make some real money, don't be such a f-uck and think about how's everything going to be okay, stop taking these beats 3 outers, say f-uck off to poker and start to live real life, alotofmoneyonthestreets youknow.
But I don't want to give up... yet

f-uck this for a minute, I'm going to buy a beer for my last cents, I just woke up about 3-4hrs ago so it's cool i got like all night to grind with 25$ roll... lmfao, I played today something about 70sngs, and I probably grind 70-170 of them more... let's see if I go busto or not

i think u have the start of a gambling problem

Lol.

Don't be too upset about losing 100$ OP, just rebuild and stay mentally strong, it's very important in poker.

Good luck!

Why are you trying to prove to me you are a winning player when from what I saw you are not.

Running bad is natural in poker, when I played 10nl I went and dropped 20BIs in a week but due too ok BRM and determination I kept griding. You have poor BRM and your attitude by trying to prove to me that you are a winning player is incorrect.

Don't say you are, grinding and show me that you can actually win.

Honestly, it sounds like you're motivated to make a lot of money, which is great...but I'd say that you need to ask yourself: What have I done today to get me closer to my goal of "making lots of money"?

According to my observations (this thread) you donk'd around under rolled in a game where you're on a massive downswing, at no time did you talk about taking a break for minute, an hour or even a day to try and figure out what you are doing (or not doing) to cause the downswing...which looks like it's more than what should be expected of a player like yourself.

My suggestion is to take a break for a day or two and:

• Watch videos.
• Read strategy posts.
• Analyze your biggest winning and losing hands to see what you may have done differently.
• Figure out a way to get a roll that is big enough for the limits you're
  playing...may I suggest finding a job to rebuild your roll? Then, once prove to yourself that you can win over say, 100k hands, quit said job.

Cheers, good luck...and stop watching stupid motivational videos they won't help anything.

Oh and I hate to say it but MarkieMark is right...you'll mentally F'd right now, so prob not the best time to be playing poker

-John

This til you feel confident and prove to yourself (through results) that you're winning again.

Oh, thank you all!! who's posting in this thread You guys are correct, yea I try to follow ur steps u guys are telling me thank you and have a nice start for this year..

and again I'm telling, I'm totally motivated and I know that I can do it what I have planned




But for today:

I went to supermarket and bought 1 beer, then I had beef with sum unknown villain LOL, he step on my boots and I was like: WTF DUDE?!? he was pretty drunk and told me to **** off, I was like wtf man, u aint sorry hah? He was like: **** off punk and he pushed me... so I gave him pretty strong kick with my head to his nose and his nose started to bleed pretty strong and he almost falled down the supermarket stairs and I kicked him again medium strength kick.... and he was almost knocked out so I get the f-uck out of there... and I drank(or drink, dno the grammar...) my beer and I met my homeboy and we drank some vodka and few more beers n my homegirl hollad at me and we talk like 30 minutes on the phone, n she told me that I should focus on my goals and f-uck everybody else and I prolly know what I'm doin, so this is pretty good motivation kick for me!! now I'm bac @ the crib n it's 4.30 in the morning tho I'm super sober for now... and I start to grind these 1.20$ sngs, prolly gonna play 70+ of em 2day n let's see what the f gonna happen. I hope I can get some profit..

but thanks to ever1 whos responsing in this thread, you guys keep me motivated too!! choooch!! especially thx to ItsMalkTime, I keep grindin' and I try to prove you that I'm winning player !!! btw goodluck to you with ur poker thing and keep doing it man if sum1 wants to discuss any nl2-nl20 hands u can always PM me and add me up dudes, it would be cool

i know theres no haters atm but i love this song and it keeps me motivated:

Okay, played MEGA SHORT session nl4 cuz no one playin these sngs atm in the night n check it out:




this gets me mega tilted wtf?! prolly wont play 2mroww gonna f-ck my homegirl n chill n cook food n maybe drink lil bit, but wtf... still runnin under EV?!?!?!

like something over 20$ on my account left... no money at all, probably gonna sell my brass knuckles for some extra deposit... why im running so bad huh?! what have i done to these "poker gods" f-uckers... i try to get some money to deposit so i can keep my grind...

but still my mind is clear n i can keep this grind fo sho!!! i try to hustle some money 2mrow n i know then i can reach my goals... goodnight or whatever cuz I aint playin today anymore, pissed off.. I got some gold in my crib, maybe I'm going to sell it for like 400€++ and deposit like 300$ so i can keep grindin n buyin some new jeans n s-hit, chiooch im motivates as hell but no profit comin yo.

Yo, been afk 2 days or so... and I figured out one option... maybe I'm gonna get money and travel to australia like I planned when I graduated, tho then I thought let's try out this poker s-hit and it worked, I was up all summer and september n I had money in october too, tho i started with 80$ deposit lol... and now when I'm broke, I really dont see it's +EV to grind 1$ sngs and just sit n chill without doing anything cool n just bein broke... so I hope I can get the money, apply visa n get the f-uck to australia n start that backpacker life, work in farm or so, cuz I know like about 30+ ppl who has gone there n made alot money + alot funny trips + atm I know about 10-15 guys/girls who are in aussie n they can help me out in the beginning, plus one of my best friends went there in the summer and few best homies going there too in 1 or 2 months... I would see the world, earn some money, play live poker (18+ there) and grind some online too. I would meet new people n it would be very very very cool trip.

I grinded lilbit online too, about 20-30 games and I ended up pretty much breakeven

so atm:


244/500 games and I'm still down about 14$? or something, bankroll: 26$


hey check this chipEV: almost under 90k chips... so I ask like 3rd time IS IT NORMAL TO RUN 90K CHIPS under EV, OR IS IT RATHER BIG DOWNSWING? I'm askin' cuz I don't know s-hit about sngs lol.




peace out.. oh I almost forgot...





choooch, gonna start to clear my business tomorrow and see how and when I'm gonna get the money for tickets, visa and some starting money... and If someone whos from AUS is readin this thread you can PM me n give your msn or something, thanks. When I'm cleared out my things and I'm really going there then I'm using this thread as my travel blog also with pics and storys hopefully + obv poker! I never quit playing. STILL MOTIVATED haha

Honestly seems like a level. If not, gl. You remind me of Stan from that eminem song

Maybe, but in the end atleast I'm not driving my car off the bridge


oh and may I ask why it sounds a like level for you?

funfact or so: The Marshall Mathers LP was my gift for birthday when I was in 2nd grade or something, like 8-9 years old and I liked it so much (stan was in my top 5 back then) and I started to listen hip-hop/rap and started to listen other artists etc, NWA, cube, dre, nas, lep bogus etc.... and still listening + mixing in some drum'n'bass and dubstep, tho I listened dnb mostly in 07-09' but I still like it much

You need to stop acting like you're baller. All that "gona **** my homegirl and drink some **** but wtf...', 'Got some gold in my crib maybe sell it for like 400 yo.' Sounds like you're watching too much MTV/ Fiddy videos

My 2 cents -

1st cent-

Don't drink and play. Simple. All the beer does is highten your emotions which makes you tilt more. I know from experience. No beer = No tilt.

2nd cent-

It's old but read this -
http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/32...32/?highlight=

gl op

hey hey hey yo, I'm not baller, if I would be baller then you would see other storys here. all I write is real talk, street talk, I write what i live, not live what I write, you can be sure. Yea I got gold chain what I bought few years ago and it's price is about 350-450€ dno exactly, tho I like that chain I may sell it to get some bankroll. + I have never watched MTV over 4 minutes,n don't like 50 so much, only 1 song "hate it or love it" is really really good.

1st cent: I never play when I drink, maybe like yea few sngs or few hands cash but never big sessions over 10 minutes.


I played today 1.20's and now I run about 100k chips underEV and br@ 13$ so i probably play plo50 or something and try to triple up my roll or go busto cuz I don't see the point to play with 10 bucks.


why I suck at uNL? everybody knows why, I run bad atm. that's the answer and it's final, I can bet my life on that I can beat nl10/nl20 atlest 0.1bb/100 over like 200k hand sample if I got atleast 25bi's lol. so i dont need these stickys how to play nl2 or nl4 for real dudes, for real.

but okay indigo warrior, gonna read this topic. chooch and have a nice weekend everybody

and gonna update if i bust my roll or i triple up lmao

you have a chain worth $400? omg thats crazy money yo.

I'm following this for the same reason i watch stupid stuff on youtube, its fun to lough at people. you have to be takin the pi ss with this right?

Epic 48 hand session btw

Yea you can laugh it's ur free choice pointless to be mad @ someone over internet lol, I use this thread as my blog so I wont cry.


some updates: I started to watch boardwalk empire, man, that is some crazy s-hit, so addicitive ! atm @ s1e9.

poker:

I got 75$ bonus and 11$ tournament ticket, so I played 11$ don and won it got my roll up to 20$(I was waiting for 75$ it took 24-48h b4 I got it on my acc) and played some 1.20 and 3.30 sngs, damn ran under EV with chips again and lost it, so when i recieved my bonus I had about 78$, I tried to grind nl4 but after 300 hands I gave up, I just couldnt play nl4, dno why.. ya I know it's bad but okay whatever.. so I won 3bi's @nl10 started to run pretty good, won 2 flips. yay. I contacted my affiliate and asked why I haven't got rakeback update about 2 weeks [bonuses are deducted from rakeback usually and I just bought 75$ bonus] and I thought my Rb account should be at somewhere -60$. When he told they have updated it, I saw I had 42$ sitting there and no deductions, so I asked him dude are these bonuses cool? with no deductions and he said yea man, probably yea. SO i got 75$ bonus won 3buy ins and got 42$ rb...

I was pretty happy over 2 months like br over 100$, I went to workout and ran about 1.5km, felt fresh, did some pullups, pushups, situps and started to grind, Had pretty long session and won some more.

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I started to play 6 tables instead of 8 so I can think about EVERY step I make n every bet I make, every raise etc.. 8 tabling was bit too fast for me and I tried to figure out how to make my nonSD better...

So now I start to 6 table and maybe add 7th table too when I can handle it... I try to keep my nonSD BE or slightly losing but not -10bb/100

Yes I know I ran good today but I hope this massive 40k hands downswing is finally over and I start to win again!! CHOOCH

Plus I start to run 2-5km every morning when I wake and do pushups/pullups/situps till I cashout money for gym [hopefully in the end of this week]

BR 187$, one eight seven haha.

bonus: 10$, rb ~50$

I won't add rb/bonus before my roll goes down to 130$ or so...


goal1: get my roll to 290$ so I could take 2bi nl20 shot!

irl goal1: start running again, get my stamina back, start training again, start eating good to get weight up after I follow my eating/training schedule 4-6 months, start old good boxing again, when I feel good then switch to MMA or maybe muay thai again... probably boxing-muay thai-and then MMA. yea probably like that.

shoutout to my CRAZY CREW, one love, one fam, n all the readers, keep grindin' keep hustlin' keep doing what you do, never back down + I love all my haters you keep me motivated!



no HH today, but will add HH after my first sess in morning.

Oh and what I forgot to say in previous post: When I was 8tabling+ my stats were about 19/17 or 18/15 or something like that, sometimes looser some times tighter, but when I started to play with 6 tables today I found so many spots and opened alot of hands from CO and BTN and played 4 hours about 24/21

ran pretty bad today... and I thought this downer is over and I start to run normally again, yeah whatever.





BR: 122$ [rb+bonuses 66$] Won't add them Only when Im down to 90$ on my acc, but probably this wont happen.


goal: 122$/290$


hands:


started my 4h session with this lovely one :


1)

On Game No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (5 handed) - On Game Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

UTG ($16.17)
MP ($11.47)
Button ($10.88)
Hero (SB) ($9.90)
BB ($10)

Preflop: Hero is SB with A, K
3 folds, Hero bets $0.25, BB raises $0.80, Hero raises $2.40, BB raises $9.10 (All-In), Hero calls $7.20 (All-In)

Flop: ($19.80) 8, 2, 5 (2 players, 2 all-in)

Turn: ($19.80) 6 (2 players, 2 all-in)

River: ($19.80) 3 (2 players, 2 all-in)

Total pot: $19.80

Results:
Hero had A, K (high card, Ace).
BB had K, K (one pair, Kings).
Outcome: BB won $18.58




2) what do you think about that hand?


On Game No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (6 handed) - On Game Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

MP ($0.80)
CO ($9.79)
Button ($21.05)
SB ($15.38)
Hero (BB) ($10.95)
UTG ($10.30)

Preflop: Hero is BB with J, Q
3 folds, Button bets $0.30, SB calls $0.25, Hero raises $1.10, Button calls $0.90, 1 fold

Flop: ($2.70) 10, 6, 7 (2 players)
Hero bets $1.75, Button calls $1.75

Turn: ($6.20) 9 (2 players)
Hero bets $3, Button raises $9, Hero calls $5 (All-In)

River: ($22.20) 9 (2 players, 1 all-in)

Total pot: $22.20

Results:
Button had 9, 8 (straight, ten high).
Hero had J, Q (one pair, nines).
Outcome: Button won $21.72



3) Biggest mistake I made today, @ NL10 ONGAME 4BET = KK+ [when not fish], I usually flat KK/AA and 4bet bluff weak hands cuz they never call 4bets or 5bet shove. tho yea i mix my play... but omg why i didnt fold... I was so angry at myself.

On Game No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (6 handed) - On Game Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

MP ($16.63)
CO ($9.95)
Button ($10.42)
Hero (SB) ($19.15)
BB ($3.50)
UTG ($21.37)

Preflop: Hero is SB with Q, Q
1 fold, MP bets $0.30, 1 fold, Button calls $0.30, Hero raises $1.25, 1 fold, MP raises $2.70, 1 fold, Hero calls $1.70

Flop: ($6.40) 4, 4, 2 (2 players)
Hero checks, MP bets $3.50, Hero calls $3.50

Turn: ($13.40) 9 (2 players)
Hero checks, MP bets $6, Hero raises $12.65 (All-In), MP calls $4.13 (All-In)

River: ($33.66) 10 (2 players, 2 all-in)

Total pot: $33.66

Results:
Hero had Q, Q (two pair, Queens and fours).
MP had A, A (two pair, Aces and fours).
Outcome: MP won $31.42



4) biggest pot I won... Only fullbi I won, second largest pot was 14$, yea I ran poorly

On Game No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (4 handed) - On Game Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

Hero (UTG) ($10)
Button ($15.25)
SB ($10.84)
BB ($10)

Preflop: Hero is UTG with 9, Q
Hero bets $0.30, Button calls $0.30, SB calls $0.25, 1 fold

Flop: ($1) K, 3, 8 (3 players)
SB checks, Hero checks, Button checks

Turn: ($1) 7 (3 players)
SB checks, Hero checks, Button bets $0.70, SB calls $0.70, Hero calls $0.70

River: ($3.10) J (3 players)
SB checks, Hero bets $1, 1 fold, SB raises $9.84 (All-In), Hero calls $8 (All-In)

Total pot: $21.10

Results:
SB had 5, 4 (high card, King).
Hero had 9, Q (flush, Queen high).
Outcome: Hero won $19.70


5) most tilting hand, I was 100% sure he doesnt have 5, he was 14/12 nit/weakreg, gg 5%

On Game No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (6 handed) - On Game Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

SB ($13.84)
BB ($7.86)
UTG ($16.24)
MP ($10.10)
CO ($24.71)
Hero (Button) ($9.70)

Preflop: Hero is Button with 6, 6
1 fold, MP bets $0.40, 1 fold, Hero calls $0.40, 2 folds

Flop: ($0.95) 7, 6, 3 (2 players)
MP bets $0.60, Hero calls $0.60

Turn: ($2.15) 4 (2 players)
MP bets $1.60, Hero calls $1.60

River: ($5.35) Q (2 players)
MP checks, Hero bets $4, MP raises $7.50 (All-In), Hero calls $3.10 (All-In)

Total pot: $19.55

Results:
Hero had 6, 6 (three of a kind, sixes).
MP had Q, Q (three of a kind, Queens).
Outcome: MP won $18.65


6) VERY POORLY PLAYED HAND BY ME !! What would you do? usually minraise = nuts in these low stakes, but I had no history with him, dno why I didnt fold river or turn...

On Game No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (5 handed) - On Game Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

Hero (SB) ($10.29)
BB ($2.63)
UTG ($10.49)
MP ($5.47)
Button ($4.78)

Preflop: Hero is SB with 10, 10
UTG bets $0.20, 1 fold, Button calls $0.20, Hero raises $0.85, 1 fold, UTG calls $0.70, 1 fold

Flop: ($2.10) 8, 6, 6 (2 players)
Hero bets $1.50, UTG raises $3, Hero calls $1.50

Turn: ($8.10) Q (2 players)
Hero checks, UTG bets $2.25, Hero calls $2.25

River: ($12.60) 3 (2 players)
Hero checks, UTG bets $4.34 (All-In), Hero calls $4.14 (All-In)

Total pot: $20.88

Results:
Hero had 10, 10 (two pair, tens and sixes).
UTG had 4, 6 (three of a kind, sixes).
Outcome: UTG won $19.69



7) HOW SHOULD I TAKE VALUE? I THINK I DIDNT PLAY THAT HAND VERY WELL:

On Game No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (6 handed) - On Game Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

UTG ($16.73)
MP ($10.91)
CO ($11.91)
Button ($10.87)
Hero (SB) ($12.81)
BB ($18.75)

Preflop: Hero is SB with J, Q
1 fold, MP bets $0.30, 2 folds, Hero calls $0.25, 1 fold

Flop: ($0.70) 8, 9, 10 (2 players)
Hero checks, MP bets $0.55, Hero calls $0.55

Turn: ($1.80) 7 (2 players)
Hero checks, MP bets $0.90, Hero raises $2.70, MP calls $1.80

River: ($7.20) 8 (2 players)
Hero bets $3.60, MP calls $3.60

Total pot: $14.40

Results:
Hero had J, Q (straight, Queen high).
MP didn't show
Outcome: Hero won $13.44


8) second tilting hand[few hands after set v set] It was in the same table and SB was that sucka who rivered his 5% against me.


On Game No-Limit Hold'em, $0.10 BB (6 handed) - On Game Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

MP ($4.97)
CO ($7.60)
Button ($15.34)
SB ($27.39)
BB ($25.20)
Hero (UTG) ($9)

Preflop: Hero is UTG with J, J
Hero bets $0.30, MP calls $0.30, 2 folds, SB raises $1.25, 1 fold, Hero calls $1, MP calls $1

Flop: ($4) 8, 6, J (3 players)
SB bets $1.90, Hero calls $1.90, MP raises $3.67 (All-In), SB calls $1.77, Hero calls $1.77

Turn: ($15.01) 4 (3 players, 1 all-in)
SB bets $5, Hero calls $4.03 (All-In)

River: ($23.07) 7 (3 players, 2 all-in)

Total pot: $23.07

Results:
SB had Q, Q (one pair, Queens).
Hero had J, J (three of a kind, Jacks).
MP had 10, 9 (straight, Jack high).
Outcome: Hero won $7.53, MP won $14.01


I'm happy that my nonSD is still BE, but Im pretty sad cuz I ran so poorly and under EV today.. I hope I win some tomorrow and I can get my BR 150+ then 200+ and finally f-cking 290 for nl20 shot.
Im still 15bi under EV with last 40k hands... sucks

Played 4h sess and lost 5bi more, now I'm breakeven, won ~120$ with 1 day, lost 120$ with 2 days, ~80k hands BE, WTF, I have beaten nl10 for all my life atleast 3bb/100 and now for 2 months I cant win, I only lose, cant hit single flop, everytime I got good hand I'm dominated, wtf.. seriously, these games cant chance unbeatable with 2 months or can they?! wtf, this s-hit cant last any longer for real... when tower gaming went to cake I changed skin and I have only lost on this skin... really what the f-uck is going on, never had this kind of downswing, imo it wont never end. if i run good/normally one day, then 100% i lose everything I won + some more in the other day, this isnt normal any more..

br 75$ [rb+bonuses ~70$] all together ~150$ but I dont wanna add rb, i wanna cash out ffs. If i drop down to 50$ I add them... but srsly I start to think that I don't beat nl10 anymore wtf... unreal, any suggestions? any1 wants to sweat mikogo/teamviewer + skype, check my game for 1 hour, mby fix some leaks or wtf is going on, im really tilted now.. but not tilted like angry tilted but confused tilted. Im really considering about changing site, but I dont want to cuz i got 50% rakeback, never ever wont get so good deal in any other network, max 30% rb... omfg, im clueless wtf

Wow, you have serious anger issues!

Good luck with your goal, you seriously need to calm down! Anger gets you no-where ..

my 2 cents:

Move down to NL5, if you hit a 10BI downswing at 10NL now, your pretty much bust and gonna rage flame etc!" BRM is No1 thing in poker!

I was down to my last $8.00 a few months ago, stayed at 2NL till $100, now moved onto 5NL and have $140.00, I wont be moving to 10NL till I have $300 and only take 2 BI shot, if that fails I will grind it back at 5NL and try again etc etc..

Good luck anyhoot!

Don't call all ins with AK, I know u put like 2.30 in but calling an all in with AK is never good, shoving is fine but calling you are if you are lucky chopping or crushed at the micros.

Don't call all ins with a gutshot and 2 overs with one card to come?

Why did you bet 1 into 3.20 or w/e it was there? You are missing so much value bet 80% pot on the river, you just got lucky that villain decided to spazz and bluff.

Your play seems poor and I am not some poker genius I only play 30/50nl and have tilt issues especially last week. Anyways this isnt about me, I don't want to dampen your spirits but it seems like you are a weak losing player the type of player that I wanted to see when I was playing micros.

Hope you don't take offense but again I just want you to play ABC tight poker.

PS.

I would sweat you for 30minutes and try to give you some advice, I beat 10nl for 5bb/100 over 90k hands which isn't great but can probably give you advice. I am at the moment playing 30nl so might be able to help you a little.

Send me a pm.

Sorry bro but I can't feel sorry for u when ur playing NL10 with a $120 roll, you're basically asking to go broke. Start using some proper BRM, or stop whining about "dowswings" when playing with ten BI's. Especially when ur broke IRL and not too confident in your game, playing with so few BI's is idiotic, aggro BRM is for people that can afford depositing OR are willing to move down.

If you refuse to play below NL10, u can always go out and "hustle" a BR or maybe sell some more gold, yo.

Anyways since you haven't listened to the advice before I doubt you will now, and I'm like 95% sure you will never make any decent money from poker in the future. Oh and in b4 "hater's juzt make me stronger"esque comeback