i haven't posted in this section of 2p2 yet but i'm trying to make this important at least. I'm terrible at poker and i'm a 1ptbb/100 winner at 50nl FR mostly due to tilt issues. I have a really awesome coach who crushes 2/4+ and i can't fold big hands and i don't value bet thin enough. As for motivation for playing i don't really have anything for myself.

I don't really care how i do for myself but i'm setting a goal to make other peoples life better. I do care about that. My brother comes to mind. He's working some ****ty job caring for a wife and child. My life is awesome compared to his. All i have to care about is myself.

I'm going to make 200nl by the end of the year. By make i mean reach, basically. By may 2011 i'm going to be grinding mid stakes for a steady living and doing really awesome things for people. Here's to the start of that..

I hope to be posting monthly recordings of what i've done and hopefully i can make something happen.

Gogogogoggo!!

this is actually really hard for me. Not sure if anyone realizes that. I don't actually like poker but I'm trying to make a living with it. That is incredibly hard.

In a month I'm hopefully that I can make a lot of progress.

Wow, I don't think I've ever heard somebody say I hate poker...let's try and make it my living.

Regardless, I hope you do well and are able to help out others. It's a noble goal.

good luck bud, really hope you can do it

Thanks for the positive responses and yeah this does probably look really weird. I personally don't know of anyone else that actually hates poker and has become successful with it. I know that I have the talent for it and I feel confident that I can find different ways to motivate myself for it. I really hope I can.