Very weird week.
Played quite a few sessions. Came 20th in 888s $1500 was in full beast bode and played great. Lost AKs to AA vs this new guy Large Coffee who is new reg on all sites and is absurd aggro. He had 2x average before the hand cut off vs button. Nevermind.
Managed a 4th in Party 50k, pretty sad not to close this one out, again played very good last two tables and lost AKs v A7o to bust
Today I was really looking forward to. I had huge hopes and it was one of the biggest Sunday's in a while. I woke up earlier than I had hoped but that was out of my control. Started the session somewhat tired and lost first 12 or 13 flips and was starting to get pretty frustrated. Over the last 4 months I've unregged a lot more sessions than I should have done and likely cost myself a bunch of money. I went to the bathroom in the break, put my face under the cold tap and got myself more livelier. I'd love to say this was the reason that I ended up winning/chopping the 200 turbo for 20k but it was simply just running good. Previously this year I've had 10 finishes between 4-9th. For a Probabky combined 40k or so and some of those had big 1st position scores (80k+ etc) I'd played really well then and fell because of the rng, this time I managed to get the gold medal but I didn't do anything special or grear, just ran well when it mattered. I lost ak v a9 3 handed after kt2r flop for all the chips but I wasn't really effected about it that much I realized that I had God modes the entire tournament to get to this phase.
So in the first half of my session when I was losing flip after flip I'd say I had played around 9/10, the second half of the session I got a bunch of stacks, 100k+ winamax high roller (didn't cash) 300k Party high roller (didn't cash) pure bubbled Monaco sest, 4x average 12 left 200r (came 6th) but I didn't do anything great at all to get these stacks I just ran well and won important flips. I could moan how I finished 46th (45th being the first cash position) inn the Party major at v at all in on ttx but that would be a fraud thing to do, I'd won j8 v 66, kq v aq and many other fortunate hands prior. I could moan about busting in TCOOP high roller a6 v a5 aip but then again I won qq v aa in tcoop main to lock up a cash. I could moan about running bad for the last 6 months but I won a WCOOP and final tabled another 2 just before then. I could moan about not cashing EPTs when I get it in really good but then again I final tabled two WPT back to back for over $150k.
Around 3 months ago a friend asked me if I wanted to study some piosolver range building and I told him that I didn't care about doing anything like that. Tournaments are easy enough without complicating it.
Around a month later I got my drive back. I'm still relatively new to MTTs, I've only played 10-15k of them lifetime. I'm starting to kind of "get them" a little better now. Yes I will run bad over short stretches, yes I will run bad over long stretches, awful players run good over short periods and awful players run good over longer periods. To have a sick session with loads of amazing stacks doesn't mean that I played my A game and played like a sicko. To have an awful session when I don't cash any tournaments doesn't mean that I played my C game and punted stacks left right and centre. I will get stacks from running good and lose stacks from running bad. The win rates we have are long term and uncontrollable to is. I simply just have to make my expected returns as high as possible and hey if I run bad I run bad who gives a ****.
This month was probably the most I ever did in terms of strategy content. I locked myself away in my room and did a lot of hours of study. I have high hopes about the future, I want to do well Ofc but I also completely understand that there's a good chance I won't win for x amount of time. I've said it before but variance SHOULD be he best thing involved in poker for me. I should love that there is variance. If my game doesn't change whe I lose but my opponents games deteriorate then that is such a huge plus for me. If I still register the turbos at the end of my session and r/f ato for 13bbs utg instead of jamming in the hot44 when I've lost 5k that day whilst my opponent rofls it in that is an amazing thing for me. Bring on the variance.
For those who weren't awake I made a bet of essentially $10k that I would be in the best physcial shape of my life by the time of the WSOP. This month was always going to be the hardest. I would say in 2015 I averaged around 4 KFCs a week and around 10+ chocolate bars and perhaps 10 fizzy drinks. I would say I are fries around 10x a week. For the first phase in my cleaning out I basically wanted to test my resistance and see how determined I actually was to do this. I didn't smash the gym 3/4x a week but that sandy really the big goal for this month. I didn't eat any chocolate, sweets, fries, any fast food, fizzy drinks and drank 0 liters of beer. I'm pretty proud of that. I've done on average exercise 2x a week which I'm OK with. The major downside is my sleeping schedule, it's completely ****ed. I guess I'll try to improve that in March. I go to Dublin for 1/3rd of this month and will attempt to continue the healthy eating, although it's incredibly tough with hotels and playing all day every day. Let's see how it goes anyway. I will make an effort for Feb 1st - Feb 10th to go to the gym or do sport 3x and between 21-28 to do the same. Between the 10-20th whilst I'm away I'm not going to set targets, but I'll take my gym shoes to Dublin and hopefully remove them from my suitcase!
Real life stuff will be very interesting I have 3 big potential business opportunities. I won't be able to speak about at least 2 of them on the blog just yet. Will be busy busy busy though. Stable stuff is hopefully going to continue to go well although we've left some leeway for ourselves in case of a quiet month. Big shout out to one of my favorite horses Zolta. We took him on after he was playing $30 husngs. He just seemed like a really clever kid who thought about the game well. He started off at smaller stakes and now he's playing amongst the higher stakes in the team after only being with us for a few months. Last night he shipped an XL event for $15k and his biggest score. So big shout out to him.
Last but definitely not least big shout out to Party Poker. My prediction is that this year they will claw a tonne of traffic back from PokerStars and will fight for being market leader. If they listen to their players like they are currently doing and continue in the way of a few things happening behind the scene then I think they will be a huge success. More to come about this in near future... Definitely a company I would love to represent though!