May Wrap-Up
I know it's not technically the end of the month yet, but I am taking a couple days break from non stable stuff to focus on school and grind out some more hours with stable.
Running hot this month in many ways. Happy enough with my stable play this month.
Ended up the month up about 8k.
However, I am very unhappy with my performance regarding discipline and mental game.
Basically I spent the month buying what I want, eating what I want, staying up late, not exercising, playing tilted and chasing losses. Also took some ******ed shot takes related to chasing losses that thankfully didn't blow up in my face.
Feels like I lost a little bit of discipline with the exercise and ended up embracing the degenerate lifestyle.
Today was the first day back on the right track!
I feel like I have studied a lot and have a natural affinity for the game, but if I can't have self-discipline I will end up busto 100%. So it's up to me, either I stop doing what I want when I want it, or I end up busto. Have my 22nd birthday in June, really want to make financial progress this year.
June Goals
-Diet.
-Exercise.
-School.
-10k profit.
-Don't play tournaments with BI of $525 or above.
-Don't play cash games with BI of $500 or above.
-Get to sleep earlier around midnight, wake up earlier around 8-9.