Hello everyone, new to the forum. Ive played Omaha h/l for 5 years now online. In the course of the 5 years i have lost $48,000. History: I love the game, started playing cash games,MTT and SNG. I have won Tournaments, and have left sessions on cash games with big winnings. BUT when its all said and done, i have never gone more then 2 weeks of play before having too make a new deposit. I always took my winnings and went to higher levels and lost it all within a couple of hours of play. This has gone for 5 years now and IM FED UP. I hope some advice would be appreciated. I am being honest with everything im writing. Im not sure what kinda of advice one can give me besaide saying quit playing you moron...I dont want to get into too much because the post would be 3 pages long. Here are my thoughts on what i think: any critic please dont be gentle hit me hard, make me wake up and realize what the Hell is wrong with me or what i should start doing: Mybe I know what I should be doing... i hae alot of flaws..

1. I abuse money, maybe because i can afford it. ( im financially stable )
2. I always play cards and try to make something happen with them even though i now i should fold them
3. I enter high stakes without a big bankroll. this is a big problem for mine.
4. impulsive, have to play every night now matter what.
5. wont leave a session unless im up in money. I keep playing till have lost all my money. re-dposit again and again and again
6. tried quiting: yeah ok
7. i believe if i want to play good Omaha h/l I CAN. My decipline sucks.
8. Cash games burn me. i do a hell of alot better in tourneys and sng.
9. im greedy in a sense i always want to hit big.
10. This list goes on and on

im done loosing and i mean it. i want to start playing solid poker. i believe i know my flaws. I want to set a strategy or a plan where i set goals. i think i want to stay away from cash games and hit the sng. i have done pretty good on. I have learned some things from this forum from reading other peoples objective and how they go about it. I will be happy to post again if anyone has question in helping me be a better omaha player. I dont play Holdem, used too, but dont like it....... HELp ME PLEASE

read my "cashgame: the onyl real challenge" thread.
i am the same kind of ******.
we need to send a significant amount of money to an escrow,
unlock player search function and let escrow send the money to the first person who takes a screenshot of us in a game that we didnt list.
thats the only way i can imagine to stop playing too high and in games i dont
intend to play in general.
(stud8 and plo8 are the games i beat constantly).

im pissed atm.just got broke again.