I START TO UNDERSTAND WHY THIS BIG BANANAS GUY WRITES THINGS WITH CAPSLOCK I THINK HE JUST GOT TIRED AND WANTS TO STAY ON POINT WITH THINGS

THE ****ING IDIOTS WILL NEVER WIN AND THERE IS SO LITTLE ANYONE CAN REALLY DO ABOUT IT

Lol! That's why I'm not too serious with coachings . 1/100 guys's will find themselves from my writings and contact anyways , work hard on their thing and receive some good help the 99 no one can do anything for .

Some can do but no miracles.

pretty much. lets just say blogs written in lower case are for unemployed losers.

Have you ever been to Cambodia?

That was an awesome motivational speach . I was in Cambodia as a 19 year old, backpacking because went broke with MTT roll. Their holocaust museum is certainly place worth a visit in Phnom Penh, remember went there, got shocked and disgusted, went to some girlie bar, got drunk, felt bit better, took a minibus to Kep next morning and made some friends with a French couple who were travelling the world. Good memories.

Bit obsessed mindset lately. Not needing / able to motivate myself with it anymore. Time to rest and let the blog sink somewhere. Girlfriend said I put energy to writing nonsense and I think she is right.

Sounds like an unemployed loser and potentially even a kleptomaniac.

Okay I'm sure I could come with ton's of other insults as you crossed the final line to start insulting family (after it was between me and you). But guess what I'm not gonna do it.

Hope that's enough and you can just keep walking and stop writing to this thread

You let him out alive after he insult your girlfriend?

I'm just being too nice for this world.

Yeah, way too nice guy . Someone may have lost his nerves with stuff like that .

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Made a nice fold today. It's also a pio 0ev continue with exact hand.

Giving value after got insulted , that's way too nice ..

Well you know how Kilju is , he just gives love to everyone and turns the other cheek .

Happens when loving your job and doing it well.

Girlfriend is so right about me wasting time sometimes. Cleaned diet and got disciplined with things.

Thinking just game of nlhe, things I don't understand / know too well / haven't studied are very many just not 100bb deep maybe. Not listing them all because that won't really be good for me.

Then other things such as finances, always making decissions too much just based on how I feel about something (progressing and having more discipline and doing fine but anyway need to put time to educate myself).

What else? Not too much. Look forward getting off bangkok soon and might take a bit time off as got a bit tired.

Went to stay overnight at hotel yesterday, sometimes just changing environment helps when feel tired. Did swim for a bit and we had a nice dinner. Having bit of issues with health (burnout stuff ) it's kinda disturbing me lately. Wouldn't mind if just feeling bit tired but when it's kind of at a different level have to take it bit seriously and rest. Took today off and had a nap, took vitamins and drinked the essence of chicken (cold pressed liquidated chicken) , very pure stuff, amino-acids I think)), feeling functional again but still not best. Usually I don't take much supplements as I think body start depend on them quite easily. (not feel normal if not take).

Would love to grind as being at the top of my game but I think best is to take a break now. My student won closer to 40k from a tournie, right after a 20k hit, quite impressive stuff. Tournaments are always big mental territory games (the end games in particularly), one mistake and you are out, one great play and you gain hugely, etc. need to be extraordinary focused and can't crack under the pressure. I started my journey with MTTs and I think overall it just needs a different skillset which is much closer to live poker skillset than cash games. To do well at cash games, particularly something like zoom you don't need much patience at all compared to those games but you need to be fairly interested in learning how to deal with good amount of complexity in game and put information together very fast.


Winning is also something quite magical / something you cant really explain but I think people who crush / do very well in generally somehow set themselves to the right place mentally to win. I also do it and I have to always do it after bigger losing stretches. Winning is a mindset (long term).

don't let these random forum losers disturb your mind my friend, not even for a second, just block him as soon as you notice his intentions. I would suggest to not even respond him.

about the last hand you posted, can you elaborate about your thought process?

you had an overpair and folded on flop, I don't understand why you did that, he had a really tight range? what hands you thought he could have, bigger overpairs or a set?

Mostly overpairs are great in 4bet pots. This case ranges are tight. Playing against high level players everything is quite calculated and he surely knows how to bluff just accordingly or maybe less when situation is not necessarily favourable for him to really do that. This brought me to an estimation that this QQ without the backdoor flush card in hand can actually fold to his flop c-bet. This is not very water proof as we never can know range / strategy of our opponent fully, but let's say I played it defensively and likely correct as solver solution was also suggesting it being non profitable continue on the flop with ranges that likely match expectations quite well.

Have enjoyed battling with you over the years, and especially the last few weeks.

Gl my friend

It's been my pleasure. Your story was an awesome read, starting from the McDonald's. I was working at a warehouse back in the day. Changing settings of TVs and unpacking them just to pack them again. I had just came from backpacking in Asia and was completely broke. The feeling to do something like that as a job and the feeling of being broke is something fascinating in a way, felt like I was really at my purest at that point, basically just seeing upside with getting out of there ASAP and striving to do better but being a frustrated angry young jerk at same time who is broke and lives with parents. Thinking those times were like really critical in a way, because lot of people who work those kinds of jobs are extremely unhappy but just don't somehow see that they could do something differently.

That just brings to topic of being in early twenties and if have something on mind like moving out somewhere / travelling and basically having the opportunity but not really wanting to take it because no friend comes with etc.. fears of going.. I think it can really make a miracle to just overcome those and do it. My experiences in Asia alone when younger were mind blowing, I would not change them for any amount of money.

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Good mood today, got a bit ill earlier, (no covid got tested), now energy back and taking flight soon.

Understandable, although you had a great hand you were on a potentially dangerous situation

Welcome to Thailand. Looking forward to Koh Samui updates. Been thinking of leaving Bkk for Phuket or equivalent for a long time now myself.

Good luck with the move

Thank you Mr. Crazyboi.

We got almost refused to get to our flight because clinic we took the covid tests didn't put a date to them. I took control of the situation by calling the clinic and they luckily sended new documents and things got fixed. I was talking "with capslock on" over phone to the clinic spelling my name loud and clear. It's difficult with different accents although I do have to say English skill level in Thailand is nowadays so much higher than what used to be. 2010 it would have been mission impossible to get the clinic send new papers over email in such a short period of time when nowadays can almost think odds were on our side.

Had really good seafood dinner at local restaurant and so far things look good. Was the right time to exit Bangkok.