today played not too much.. after i start dropping stacks i thought i was under scam... + i couldnt play the 250k gtd cause my account on that site was disabled (lol), + i got just busted from the 700k gtd, 3b pot, atx 60x i 3bet on the bb, he calls on the co, i cbet he shoves and i snap, he had ak, q river.. but turn was a j -.-" i got crushed lol...
very very played so bad... yesterday i thought to myself that winning wasnt funny anymore... that i would try to gable higher limit, nl1k, etc etc... bull****, i hate losing, i cant lose 2,5k against these ******s, they dont deserve to play against me (ye, im feeling like god for my last result.. but really they do mistakes after mistakes after mistakes... i think i made 1/10 of they're mistakes and 1/3 of mistakes the topregs of my stakes do). ... oh, ofc im on tilt, so maybe its not the immortal truth, for me, atm its mine.
+ today had a nice lunch from my uncle...
so very nice, at least..
maybe with an instagram filter and with different angolation they would look tastier but i garantee they were at the same ...
+ for this week no school, ok, maybe it wasnt school only for monday, but i told my mom there was no school lol... im really tired of this things... ok, is a bit interesting, but i have to take a train every day, losing a lot of time, then ill have to study a LOT, and for what? maybe if i take i degree ill gain how much? 1,5k/month? if im lucky to find a job? and why? i can make easly 100k/year playin poker (and ill not tell u which will be my next challenge for next year lololol).. ok, i need a plan b.. but wtf... this life is so sick (and is sicker i always whine when there are lot more peoples cant have my chances, but hey man... i built all on my self, i work harder and better then any other peoples, and for one time i feel i have what i deserve... and i want more ofc).
+ for this week starting on wendsday ill have extra rb around 35%+, but only from 00pm to 2pm and to 1am to 3am... so ill play a lot of tables on that time... i really wanna end up this challenge as early as possible... ofc doing a lot of profit..
+ i hope to make other 13k till the end of the month.. one time plz baby... hoping this dowswing will end up..
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