pman,

you do you! f the haters and all that noise. #TeamPman !

You quit your job after winning 20k? Im not a psychic but it feels like dark times are ahead while you spend your days at home alone only speaking to people online. Probably why depression set in for you so soon. That job did so many things for you and gave you confidence and got you social. Not sure what your plan is or if you even have one? What is the end goal?

I’m video editing and playing online. Thanks

Maybe you can turn this into a rampage following while in the meantime making enough editing to buy some ramens and kraft singles. Idk, im not psychic. I hope you can. But also know rampage was busting his ass putting out like a video a day from what i remember. Of stuff people wanted to watch. He had doubters and supporters just like you. But also a work ethic and confidence you do not currently possess. Like his confidence was unshakable. And also he was receptive to criticsm from what i remember. Im not sure he was ever humble but he was never above listening and appying valid criticism. Your job was obviously helping you with both of those things confidence and work ethic. You looked and sounded like a different person from the one year ago whoa is me pman. And everyone loved to see it. And no one wants to see you go backwards.

I appreciate it Larry. I’m not going backwards I promise. I don’t have rampages work ethic and probably never will; that’s ok. I’m confident in myself however and I know things will work out. Yeah, I’m not trying to be a party pooper or have a pity party for myself. Most of the time I feel good and I’m ready to kick ass. Just been a tough few weeks.

New vlog, enjoy.

New vlog! Enjoy.

I've been following and its been quite interesting , as far as I understand your main leak is kind of starting things then quitting , then starting something else then quitting it

with blogging / video vlogging you however keep going and not quit

the attention keeps you going .

To be normal and not just start things and quit things you would need to start living every day as if you would not have rich parents and stop everything that gives you instant dopamine , like putting up a new vlog speaking of new goals / dreams / whatsoever .

You seem like a spoiled kid that's not getting anywhere in life its sad to watch . How will you be able to take responsibility and someday support your wife and have a family?

Serious questions but genuinely trying to help .

Root causes to your depressions are probably the things I did mention in the post and advice & cure in there too . I think best for you would be to become way more private person .

Just trying to advice a bit because you do seem like a positive person who has a lot to give . Just have to manage to set things straight in your life and focus only on very few things you can realistically do

Ouch. Thanks? You're off the mark man. I dont make vlogs that get 200 views for a dopamine rush. I do it for myself. My parents aren't rich. I pay my own way. I've come SO FAR the past few years, and I'm SO PROUD. Thanks man.

Id get that spot checked out on your head if it does not go away in a couple weeks. I know two people recently have similar and it was cancerous. Really easy procedure to have it removed/scraped/cut out

It's gone. Not sure wtf it was, must've hit my head or maybe it was sunburn from walking back from Venetian?

pman

the man, the myth, the legend. Keep doing you my friend!

Lol thanks McLovin hope you are well

New vlog! Enjoy.

Little min cash in the $500 WSOP Online Bracelet Event #5, 66th for $812.70.

New vlog! Enjoy.

Tournaments are hard

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Lil min cash in the $400 bracelet event, absolutely gross bustout hand. AK < A9cc for 60bb with 40 left. Oh well. The guy who busted me went on to win so thats good. Played the $500 super turbo, lost on my first hand. Standard jam with 10bb A9o against QQ we miss. New vlog coming soon...lots of stuff going on.

New vlog! Enjoy.

Having fun watching pman try and navigate this tricky game called poker. When i was younger I took a couple shots that were followed by some of the sickest downswings of my life.

Now i have a great job and make a good living, I miss chasing the full-time poker dream but enjoy watch others try. I am not so sure it something very man people can do anymore, a lot of things have changed in the game we all love over the last few years.

Will be rooting you on always Pman, would love to see you prove you can make it happen. In the meantime enjoy this time in your life, I very much miss that time in my life.

Imagine

Pman back to dealing?

Thank you very much. It sure is tricky!

No, I video edit and play poker for $. I'm working on a new vlog...October was hard for me and I've been putting off talking about it. My grandfather passed away. And I don't want to talk about it, but I will briefly as i use my vlogs as a journal of sorts.

In other news been playing low stakes live cash and online mtts. Pretty breakeven couple of weeks, + a week off (flu). Can't complain to much.